Saturday, May 28

Swan Love

Mama Swan
Papa Swan
AND baby Swan

Cutest thing I have ever seen.

Never been so happy in my life.

* must take camera with me out next time! *

Friday, May 27

Why Yes, I'd Love to Dance

Not having a full-time day job these past few months has meant more time to dance around my house while: baking, doing some gardening, cleaning, cooking, playing, and cooking some more. I attempted to read and write while dancing but it doesn't work as well.

I've also been doing a lot of daydreaming, which sometimes spookely has turned into catching flying prophetic visions.  It's all good though. I'm supernatural by nature.

When I dance, I like to picture the whole entire Universe as my man, I curtsy  and/or dance up and down the air like we're at a nightclub and no one's watching. It's fun. And for some reason gives me energy blasts that shoot up and down my everything. I think the Universe likes my moves.

It's either this or I get up in my head and start getting zapped by thought storms about this potential job, and that potential job, and that professor who may have had some work for me but then didn't, and that interview that I went on last week and blah blah blah. It's not worth it. Thinking of that sort is just not worth the effort.

It's more worth it to bask at where I am, when I am, how I am the way that I am right now. It's more worth it to get wildly involved in the picture in front of me and play the parts I'm gifted. It's more worth it to bake, and cook, and grow lettuce from seed for the first time, and create more zazzle goodness, and images to remind and inspire friends on my facebook pages. It's more worth it to LIVE the moments I have and celebrate the gorgeous bright eyed moments coming.

It's more worth it to love and be in love with the whole of this playing field that is our world, the way it is right now. Just the way it is.

If this moment loves me just the way I am, it is my practice to love IT just the way it is.

Love is happening.

And that's what's UP.

chika chika boom

Wednesday, May 25

Things I've said in the last hour:



Love is my guru.
Love and fun are childhood sweethearts.
My heart does cartwheels for you.


Waking up from sleep today I felt like someone had taken some spark plugs and zapped my heart a bagillion times. Today my devotion to love, my commitment to be Love's devotee is coming so easily and effortlessly.

Life is about loving, staying open, extending, and extending some more. I feel at my best when I'm in that space and when I'm being anything less, the world loses a little bit of its color, a little bit of its glow. I love noticing the difference. It only strengthens my decision to be open that much more.

A loving me, a loving world.

It's that simple.

Tuesday, May 24

Flight of the Firefly

I want to wrap my arms around the whole world, give it a nice squeeze and kiss it on the forehead.

The only thing to do, is just love - feel it, think it, flow it, wrap everything that's showing up in your world in it. Just love.

We can either focus on the narrative and get lost in the mind maze of thought stuff, or we can just stop, drop into the heart, and flow the light of love. One of the best questions I can ask myself is...am I engaging the mind where I can engage my heart? Am I listening with my mind or my heart? Am I in separation or in connection?

I love you. I love you. I love you.

That is all of it ~

Monday, May 23

Eye See

If you zoom out far enough out of yourself, or if you zoom out farther into your Self as it were, the Universes read like a story book.

I live a life of one unified movement. Events that are one appear to happen as separate occurrences all over the world, all over the cosmos. But the thread of oneness reveals itself if you know how to read the pages of the cosmic story book. Or rather if you learn how to see more than your eyes show you, if you learn how to read and trust the impressions your inner senses register second after second. An event miles and distances from you can be known without the use of your physical sense instruments.

What these inner sensors are, I don't know - their feeling perceptions, images and knowings, intuition and all that can be called non-local communication downloading into your brain and body to tell you that something has shifted, something has changed, something just moved in a different direction. It translates differently but the feeling and the reality they communicate is proven to be true as you live them out in some later moment. I imagine this is how animals know when the weather is changing or when it's time to migrate in a certain direction. I imagine this is the unseen communication that's there to always guide all the different points of consciousness into knowing what the senses say can't be known...just yet.

I imagine that's what I'm learning now - how to see universally, how to know before knowing, how to perceive beyond the perceptible.

I often wonder if this is how it's always been. If everything about my life has always been a universal occurrence, that a star imploding on itself, a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, and strangers being made to move to the west coast within days of each other only to later become friends, are all the pre-orchestrated gestures of God's hand making themselves known to us. All one movement appearing to be separate events, but zoom out far enough and the unified thread reveals itself to be woven in the details...

This is proving to be harder to describe - what I see and how I see won't fit themselves into these words. I need more words.

One things for sure, I'm always going to be able to know before I know. This I am now sure of.

zoom zoom zoom!
~k.

Thursday, May 19

Coming into Focus


There are those people in your life whose faces, names, and character is so deeply entwined with your own that you remember everything about them and can recall anything to do with them on a whim. You can go for days and months without talking and still connect like you've been on an ongoing dialogue through lifetimes.

And then there are those who never made an impression at all. Whose faded outlines, forgotten names, and unspecified role but serve as the backdrop to the stunning stars in your world. These are the names that will never come to mind. Faces seen hundreds of times down hallways and in elevators, down the street sides and in the crowd. But they never stood out. They remained part of the blur of the ever moving landscape of your world.

All the worlds a stage filled but with a handful of actors and actresses. Everything else and everyone else, stage props and fillers.

What a dream.

Cherish what's yours. It's yours for a reason.

ex oh ex oh
~k.

All Smiles

:)

Wednesday, May 18

Free in Love

Two days ago, I felt sad for no reason. Or at least I thought it was for no reason. I let the experience come and just sat in it. Today I learned that THAT was the day my uncle transitioned.


I celebrate his freedom knowing he is living free in love's heart now. Last week I was telling my cousin how I didn't believe in death - how I am certain that nothing ever dies, that it only changes its form. I live this.

All I can say and feel is - I celebrate you, I'm grateful for you, thank you for being! I love you uncle! Now, always, and all ways ~

Monday, May 16

Kim Eng

Eckhart Tolle's partner Kim Eng shares some amazing insights on relating!

❝In a malleable world 
where everything 
from atoms to cells 
is changing to match our beliefs, 
we're limited only 
by the way we think of ourselves 
in that world.❞ 
- Gregg Braden

Tuesday, May 10

Love's Perfection

I’ve been in what I can only call an AMAZING flow these past six months. Every morning when I wake up I affirm some version of: love creates this day in its perfection. If there is anything particular on my plate then I include that - I hold myself in the feeling that love is creating whatever it is that's on my plate in its total perfection. And then I let go.

Armed with this feeling I walk through my moments seeing and resonating only this feeling. Any mental static, any kind of resistance to love that arises then is dissolved in this recognition of perfection, and I relax back into the feeling of “this too is love, this too is perfect.” My mind is already shaped to hold the recognition of love's presence in all things at the start of my day so it's easy to just release back into that in any moment.

The power of this has been in my consistency. The more consistent I am in this practice, having been doing it every day now for half a year, the more I notice that I reside in this space of ease, flow, and total love for the moment. For anything we take on, for whatever energy we want to keep active within ourselves, putting it to practice every day adds so much power - it's what makes that desired feeling so readily accessible to our minds. What we put to practice is much more easily retrievable to the mind in moments of need. What a wonder we are!

This particular affirmative feeling is AMAZING and I’m sharing it because I recognize how powerful it has been in shaping the moments I celebrate as my love filled life. Everything around me and everything that rises within me has been infused with more trust, with more love, with more gratitude. And I’m certain it’s all because of where I’m keeping myself internally, in this space of seeing in love, moving in love, and being in love - in the space of recognize that love is creating this moment in its total perfection.

This practice came about because of the book I'm writing on the power of the Heart. I'm still in the writing stages of the book but I've been so inspired by the power of this that I REALLY wanted to share this part. If you're in resonance with it, please try it out in your own life and keep up with it for a whole year. Feel and step into the recognition every day. See what changes within you and what changes around you.

Love creates this day in its perfection.
Love creates ______________ in its perfection. 

I'm so committed to being a reflector of what it means to be in love consciousness day in and day out. There is no alternative, only love!

In Love,
Kidest 

Saturday, May 7

Fringe - Best Show Ever

Parallel Universes, doppelgangers, time travel, telekinesis, teleporting between parallel worlds, alien observers, paradoxes...



best
show
ever

Thursday, May 5

Gorge-ous

I am so in love with my new home.

Trying to describe where I live is a fun task - I really do wish you could just download images straight into people's heads or maybe even call up a holographic image from your brain and project it into the air for them to see.

I'm surrounded by The Gorge - a body of water that comes from the ocean and curves around the strip of land that houses my home - an inlet. But words don't do the beauty of it justice.




I love the sounds out here, the lightness, the feeling the water, trees, and atmosphere all birth. 

Life is OMazing ~

Tuesday, May 3

I love...

I love family time, I love family moments, I love family dreaming!
I love connecting with friends face to face
I love amazing lunches and coffee dates
I love heart filling delicious skype conversations
I love heart thumping amazing ideas
I love the conversations that continue to enter my world
I love my big bed
I love the cuddle fest that is my dog
I love trips to costco
I love days that just flow
I love writing 3000 words in one sitting
I love writing books
I love flow and creativity
I love the gorgeous sunsets outside my window
I love seeing swans in my backyard
I love days that start with rain and end with sunshine
I love this world
I love this life

Thank you for the magic all this is!

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