Sunday, October 31

The Clarity of Love

It's as if LOVE is constantly asking me to notice what I am in integrity with, what I am in alignment with, what I am congruent with. It feels so good to see with the clarity of Love that at any moment my focus wanders into not seeing the light-essence of those in my world I FEEL the discord.

What I know is this: nothing is about how someone else is making me feel, nothing is about what "they" over there are doing or not doing, nothing is about how "they" are behaving or not behaving. It is ALWAYS every single time about from what point within myself I am looking at "them". From where within myself am I choosing to observe "them"?

There really is no "them" - there is only my projection and the story I am making up in my own mind about Love.

It takes a certain sturdy-ness and steadiness to see through the eyes of Love, and when I am in alignment with that seeing I can feel myself lift off the ground in remembrance and in re-cognition that LOVE is the only thing worth seeing and noticing. Because everything else is a projection of resistance, an illusion born of our willingness to see something that's not even there. So my question is: Am I willing to see through the eyes of Love here, am I willing to see what Love sees here, am I willing to recognize what Love KNOWS here, or am I going to align with resisting this seeing?

It's a practice, a conscious decision to KNOW beyond the world of sensory perception. If we hold to the understanding that everything is Love, then doesn't it make sense that all we experience as something other than Love is our own resistance to that knowing, our own contradiction, our own negation of what we hold to be True? We don't experience discord because of "other's out there" - we experience discord because of the disparity we create in our own seeing and being.

I am grateful for the moments that let me climb deeper into this K-NOWing. Life is the greatest teacher I've ever known.


Friday, October 29

Your Elegant Sweetness

The mind creates division
And division is another name
For devastating pain.
The heart creates oneness,
And oneness is another name
For spontaneous joy.
- Sri Chimnoy

I think it's the genuine sweetness in someones voice that creates this beautiful resonance in my heart. In the space between words and things is this energy that swirls when someone is expressing themselves from a place of love, from a real conscious intention of seeing, being, and expressing love in every way. It's because I've had the opportunity to feel that connected sharing that I'm committed to surrounding myself with more of that and weeding out everything else.

I am so grateful for the beings that have shown up in my life these past years to connect at this level, from this center. Each connection has opened something amazing within myself. Every time I meet someone who is living this, every time I share with someone who is being this, I'm drawn into an even deeper love affair with everything that we are.

So to my mirrors of love in this world:
      thank you for choosing love instead of judgement
          thank you for choosing to uplift instead of tear down
              thank you for choosing to unite instead of separate
                  thank you for choosing to see yourself in me
                        thank you!
I love you!


Thursday, October 28

Fulfilling Love's Promise

"Are we going to use this relationship to awaken together?"

Imagine if this was my standard question on a first date, a job interview, a tenant/landlord inquiry, or the prelude to the blessing at my family's Thanksgiving dinner. Culturally we keep looking for “the one”: the perfect job, partner or circumstance to create our fulfillment. What if the one we are looking for is really the One, the one consciousness expressing as many? What if love is a presence - a state of mind? What if relationship is about awakening to this realization? What if life is an inside job and what you are hoping that a relationship can fulfill can only be attained in your awareness? In this book you will be trained to generate your own love experience, to say the hard things, to create an environment for being transparent, and ultimately, to create unconditional love in all your relations!

This is what I  live and embody, this is what I WILL live and embody, in all my connections!


Wednesday, October 27

Yes You

Self-love is not only a requirement but a prerequisite to fully understanding and honoring the magnificence that lives inside of you. Connect to the light within. Listen to the light inside. Know that there is none greater and dearer to you than that which lives within you. You are Love in all its glory.

Tuesday, October 26

Creating the Past, Remembering the Future

❝It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards❞ - the Queen
This has been coming up a lot for me lately - this illusion of time moving only in one direction when in fact there is no movement of anything at all. Time does not move me. I move time. Time does not flow around me, time flows FROM me. Time is completely perceptual, a dimension of consciousness only. So then why is there this condition that memory can only be accessed in one direction when the very idea of linear direction itself is made-up? I have these experiences sometimes that I'm actually observing the me I appear to be right now from a distant "future" point on the space-time continuum, that this awareness that I am is the awareness of the future 'me' who has already had all of the experiences of this lifetime (all versions of them) and is now looking "back" to trace her steps back to the point she's at - that I am a memory she's having from "over there" in the future. In a sense, I am a memory my future self is having...

I know, I shouldn't be so careless with my crazy like this plastering it all over the internet. I blame whoever has been dosing my tap water with LSD.

Thursday, October 21

Life is So Intensely Gorgeous

That I get to wake up to the most inspiring view everyday constantly brings me into a deep state of gratitude. I woke up to a fog-filled colorful morning today and just felt myself fall into an even more profound sense of love and gratitude for my world, for my life, and the way it all unfolds. I love the beauty of our world. I love the beauty we are capable of discovering in every second of this life.

We live in such an incredible world. There is so much beauty to explore, to discover, to come face to face with in every moment. We may sometimes fall under the illusion that we know this world, that we know what this view we come into day after day is all about, we may tell ourselves that when we look we are truly seeing this living paradise that surrounds us every which way, but I am under the clear impression that we don't. That there is so much more for us to discover here, there is so much more breath-taking beauty contained in everything is absolutely and loudly clear to my eyes.

Friday, October 15

Thank You, I Love You: Choosing to Live Acknowledgement

I've always had this ability to see the best route to something. When someone starts talking about something, some problem or something that needs to get done, my mind goes into computation mode thinking up the most efficient way to do it. I see lists, or steps, charts or whatever else and instantly begin to organize the information. Sometimes I even feel like I'm looking at multiple screens simultaneously in my mind and one of them pops out or stands out. It's an automatic process and response and it's only now that I'm seeing the reasons I became manager of basketball teams in high school, or co-president of the dance club, or a restaurant manager, or was left in charge of running a 1/2 million dollar project without supervision. I'm a natural born leader, I've always been one. Even the personality tests told me so. I can see why every employer or supervisor I've ever had wanted to keep me longer. I've never been let go or fired from a job. It was always me that flew away, and up until now, up until these recent weeks of writing cover letters and refreshing my resume, I hadn't really thought to acknowledge the way my mind works, the way I work.

Thursday, October 7

Faces of Love

The most amazing thing I'm learning right now is the power of authenticity, integrity, and acknowledgement. I'm being introduced over and over again to beings who are LIVING the reality of Being Love in every way, with such openness and transparency. It's INSPIRING and ENERGIZING. On my first Be Love Radio show today I got to connect with Ryland, a being choosing to show up as Love in his world and community - it's a MUST listen. CHOOSING is the key word. We all have this amazing capacity to choose how we show up in our world, to choose who we're going to be, what we're going to represent. And the most powerful thing to witness and to connect with is the actual practice of this intention, this decision to BE LOVE.

Someone who is living this practice in their day to day world resonates in a way that the more they express who they are, the more you feel yourself opening to allow more of this transforming power stream we call Love. There's an authenticity to them, a transparency, an openness that really lets you connect not only to them, but to the deepest most profound aspects of yourself - in that connection you feel it, you are them, they are you, you are the same powerful essence showing up as two. Everyone I spoke to who listened to the show today FELT it, and my heart soared for it. THIS is what I want. Making this connected stream, giving this power more avenues to make itself known, to make itself available for all of us who choose to truly show up in Love and as Love in the world,. I want to broadcast at this frequency all day every day. I want all the Lovers to feel connected, plugged in, and inspired to keep embodying this choice, this call to be the more that we are.

I didn't know I was going to branch off from the group radio show I was doing for this. It just flowed. A small nudge turned into a deep call - DO THIS, create a channel that is dedicated to bringing shows about the power of love, being love, embodying love, CHOOSING love. And the few amazing reflectors I consulted only said YES, DO IT, GO FULL SPEED AHEAD. And so here it is. Tune in, tap in, stay tuned to for more amazing shows, and share it with everyone you know.

All I can say is, I am so grateful for the exchanges I get to have in this world. I am so grateful for the beings who come to make my world so much brighter and fuller by simply being who they are.
As the embodiments of love, how shall we live? What shall we do and what shall we not do? How shall we live? How shall we demonstrate what we know, deep in our heart? How are we to make real in this world what moves silently within us all? It is not enough to ask and answer, Who am I? That is only half the equation of wisdom. The other half is to ask and answer, How shall I live? But answer slowly, and deeply. The first shout is likely not it. You've got to get down below the surface.
How shall I live? is the question that brings us from the mountaintop of inner realization to the valley of daily living. Here, in the valley of daily living, is where our realization is polished and tested. This is where we show ourselves, where we tell the truth about our love and loves, where we finally make sense of the whole thing not in words and ideas and theories, but in the simple way we touch living things. In our daily living is where we demonstrate what we know about being an embodiment of love. - Robert Rabbin

Let your Heart lead you, for it will only lead you into your bliss, into the center of connectedness that dwells and is alive inside of you.

Love is the only reality. And now it is the only topic.


Tuesday, October 5

Oo We, Yes We

I've got a bottle, sweet the victory
I've got your love, the power of your glory
Aah, Ooh we, alright

You've got your love and I've got mine
Put them together, and they work fine
Do you believe me, baby

Sunday, October 3

At Rest

My Heart leaps each time my mind wanders
As if to say "Stay, Be Still, Be Here"
Into the deep emptiness inside
I am swallowed
- k. OM

Baby Smiles as Meditation

You know when you're having a frazzled day and something pops up in your face to get you to slow down, get back to earth, and just remem...