Wednesday, June 9
New Home, New Work, New Adventure
The contract on the program I'm working on ends this October and the lease on my apartment ends two months after that. I have no desire to stay in my current apartment. While the view is nice, the neighbors and the neighborhood call me to ask for something better. I'd love to find a community somewhere on this planet of conscious earth-loving beings. No litters or garbage scattered about the parking lot, no shouting matches of victim-hood being blasted at odd hours, nothing of the sort. More openness, more accountability, more responsibility of what one is choosing to observe and make up in their own minds - more than ever I want to be surrounded by beings who remind and reflect to me the power of self-awareness, self-responsibility and accountability (which includes picking up after yourself) and self-empowerment.
So I ask myself "if there were to be a community of this kind, with like-minded Lights, where would I look?"
I'm an awesome events coordinator and researcher, a great communicator and mediator. A database master and organized goddess of all things color coded spreadsheets and such. And I also know how to nip the self-sabotaging mind play before it starts. I can direct someone's awareness to their faulty story in a blink of an eye. And I can fill a room with nothing but love and light. And I know that there is nothing on this earth that cannot be transformed, shifted, released. I'm a definite energy alchemist - I know that when I walk into a room, that room has already changed because of where I choose to hold myself moment after moment!
So again I ask myself "if I were to have the most amazing job where I am of service to something I can contribute to, what would it be? What would it look like?"
So I ask myself "if I were to have the most amazing opportunity to travel the world right now, what would it look like?"
And then the icing becomes - "if I were to have experiences that combined all of this, a job about something, working in self-transformation, and travel, what would it be like???"
I don't know, but I'm asking the questions, looking for clues, and ready to leap toward whatever appears!
I want this adventure! Whatever IT is!
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