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Darling 2010,

It's within you that I learned how to live on my own for the first time ever.
You placed me by the Ocean in my private little oasis.
You gave me the perfect place to call my own, and my own it was.
I walked and I drove, I laid and I dove, I climbed and went back to walking some more.
Then I flew higher than I've ever flown before.
You brought me encounters with more deer, and wild bunnies, glorious owls, and so much more.
I got to see wild salmon flipping in the sea.
Gorgeous mountains saluted me from all directions.
Ocean sunrise and ocean sunsets and ancient trees that stood tall for miles and miles upward into the sky.
I fell asleep to the sound of raging river over and over again and woke up to a spring time of pink and white blossoms.
I went on a boat ride to a floating restaurant and dined oceanside under the sun.
I took a ferry across the sea to the most amazing mind-bending gathering of my life.
I met and melted with more hearts than I've ever dreamed…

Astrology And You

When it comes to planetary and celestial influences, I always feel a little poked with irritation when someone shows up being completely dis-empowered by their astrological forecast. "Hey, this planet is doing such and such and so my reality for the next 14 days is going to suck". Guess what? If you play by that rule, then you are choosing that reality. To me, that is as much a state of victim consciousness as any other.

Here's the thing about your power. You get to CHOOSE your part in the games you play with and in this platform.  You observe every single one of your experiences into being within the rule-sets and expectations you chisel into place. Ask what you are consenting to. Focus not only on how the celestial forces can influence you, but on how you influence these forces as well. Be empowered in all directions of your reality. Notice the participatory nature of your world and include your own power in the equation. Nothing is ever imposed upon you. Nothing. Choo…

Familiar Face

You know that feeling when you see someone and you KNOW them - everything about them is familiar, like you've seen them before and met them before, even though you actually haven't? I'm on a quest to discover what the recognition is implying. What is that loud familiarity? What is it that pulls your attention into looking at them again and again?

The Heart always knows what the mind may not be ready to recognize.

I am grateful for everyone I see and everyone I don't see, for everyone I meet in every lifetime and everyone I don't ever meet! It all fits. Beautiful blessings rain in on my world and what BLISS it is to feel it all before it has even fully formed to my eyes.

Deeply in LOVE,


if it isn't inspiring you to be open
if it isn't inspiring you to be more transparent
if it isn't inspiring you to hold space
if it isn't a space for you to connect to Love
if it is fragmenting
if it is exclusive
if it is closed off
if it isn't awake
if it isn't reminding you of your more-ness
                                            your magnificence
                                                           your beauty
then it's obvious isn't it?

Everything is in service of you exercising your choice, your power to choose.


A little while ago I got a knock on my door about how our recycling bin was cardboard only. The island gig on recycling is interesting to witness.  I live in a complex of apartments housing a lot of people! First I furrowed my brow and looked at the apartment manager like WTF. Then I woke up to my sense of empowerment. Nothing is FINAL. Ever.

So I got to work calling the city waste management and the property manager of all the apartments who is located in another city to get information and to make my case. And I made my case. Well, the amazing woman looked into it, talked to city waste management on her end and got to the bottom of it.  It turns out, the giant green bin that we have is for mixed recycling and so she's going to get on getting the sign changed ASAP and conveying this correct information to her properties and local managers so that everyone knows not to throw recyclables in the trash. All it took was my asking questions, my taking action - making a few calls, sendi…

My Favorite Client

This little birdie flew into the window and landed on my balcony. It was barely moving so I scooped it up, brought it inside and did some energy work. Then just sat in Stillness looking at it. Such a gorgeous little being. Its little eyes started to droop so I got up to look for some bird-friendly seeds. Came back to find birdie all jazzed up and ready to fly. So I opened my window and off it went. Inspiration? Magick? Love?  Yeah, it's EVERYWHERE!

The Creators Way

I'm getting to have the most amazing conversations in the world - conversations that open up so much and have me feeling like I am on the most amazing platform ever. EVER. Every single one of us are CREATORS in this world, focusing on and adding to whatever has our attention. By the mere fact you exist, I hold, you are creative, and creating. You are molding the universal substance, with your focus, with your thoughts, with your speech, with how you choose to be and how you choose to show up everywhere in your world. And lately, I'm noticing how there is a way we can communicate that just sets the inner spark that we are on FIRE. I'm getting to be a part of conversations, interactions, sharing's that have an energy about them that from beginning to end, I Am Inspired! WOW!
     And inspiration is a funny thing - a funny thing that isn't meant to be boxed into one form. You can be inspired by the way an ancient tree leans on an awkward angle and yet manages to …

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Evidence of True Love

It is amazing to see Love at work - this embracing, inclusive power that adds and adds and adds to your world, to your seeing, to your being. True Love is so apparent in its transparency, so obvious in its beckoning, so powerful in its call. Who Love calls you to be is undeniably obvious. How Love calls to you is unquestioningly clear.

Rush to answer,
      Rush to listen,
          Rush to go where you are directed.

True Love, the invitations of your own Heart, are only leading you into more Love.

I am living this!

Flowing Forward

The river behind my home just flows, fiercly, abundantly, and never-endingly. There's nothing about it that tries to figure out how it's going to flow and where it's going to flow to. It just flows. It just IS.

That part of us that needs to figure things out, that needs to *know* what's going to happen next, where we're going to be going next in our own flow of life and living, tries to grasp at the unknown only out of insecurity and mistrust of the not-yet-seen, the unmanifest.

And so it is to that portion of yourself you say:
     let go,
        trust the flow,
            trust that the current knows where it's going to take you
                and what it's going to do with you.

There is an all-pervading force that is organizing, orchestrating, and looking after every tiny detail of every moment. That conscious chatter that tries to squeeze the infinite-ness of this power into *knowing* through the lens of past experience and insecurity, only veils the…

Love is Life Believing in Itself

❝And love….Love is life
creation, seed and leaf
and blossom and fruit and seed;
love is growth and search and reach and touch and dance.
Love is nurture and succor and feed and pleasure.
Love is pleasuring ourselves, pleasuring each other.
Love is life believing in itself.

And life….
Life is the Sacred Mystery singing to itself,
dancing to its drum, telling stories, improvising, playing.
And we are all that Spirit,
our stories tell but one cosmic story that we are love indeed,
that perfect love in me seeks the love in you
and if our eyes could ever meet without fear
we would recognize each other and rejoice,
for love is life believing in itself.❞
~ Manitonquat

Miracle of BEING

Surrounded by a mild mannered winter wonderland I am awake to the miracle of BEING. The miracle at the root of all miracles is that I Am, is that you are here right now awake and present to this moment. Everything is contained in this awareness. When you recognize that you are the miracle, you stop waiting on the miracles you think you need. Beyond mind, beyond having, beyond doing, is this Being Here Now. And there is a majesty and grace in that, that words cannot touch. It must be experienced and felt directly.

In The Future

Things that will likely be conversation norms in the near future (if they aren't already for you) --

1) Hey I gotta go synchronize my hemisphere's, I'll [insert instant communication software here] you later!
2) My telepathy's acting up again, I think I need a 3rd eye attunement
3) Oh sorry, I was on a link-up with my e-pal in the pleiades star system...

-- I'll stop here. I've already said too much.

Love Is King Love Is Queen

This past week I stretched even further. It felt amazing. And while I have the same feeling of accomplishment while doing asanas and stretching further into a pose than I've ever done before, here I'm talking about doing something I've never done before. I've been hosting radio shows for over a year now. It was something that just kind of came together effortlessly, one scene flowing right into the next until I found myself being on the radio having conversations with all kinds of interesting beings in this world.

Then I expanded out of the group project that is Joy Vibe Radio to my own little Love channel, Be Love Radio. Again it just flowed, amazing inspiring guests kept popping up, everyone kept saying YES to be on the radio and within a month I found myself being pulled to do a show on my own - a full show, no guests, no co-hosts, no live sessions with clients, just me. WOW. I put up a little bit of a fight in my own head making up all sorts of excuses for why it w…

I Can Be Grateful Now

That I can feel love, gratitude, appreciation for this moment and everything within it,
for anything and everything in my life,
for things that haven't even appeared yet,
that THAT is in my power breath after breath amazes me to no end.
Circumstances are irrelevant, because
we can always choose from where within ourselves we receive and respond to our moments. ♡

I can be grateful now.
I can feel grateful now.
I can be in love with life now.
I can be in love with me now.
I can be in love with you now.
I can be and feel whatever I choose...NOW.

No matter what!

Ya kno'?

How It Happened

And this is how it happened
I took Love's hand
And followed it everywhere it led
With each breath awed
At the way it showed

And this is how it happened
Each moment woven in Light
Flooring me in delight
In each waking moment
Inspired to be
The More that I Am

And this is how it happened
This is how Love brought me to your eyes
Each scene deeper than the last
Freed from doubt and unrest
At Home
In You
As Me

That is how it came to pass
That is how it came to be

The Clarity of Love

It's as if LOVE is constantly asking me to notice what I am in integrity with, what I am in alignment with, what I am congruent with. It feels so good to see with the clarity of Love that at any moment my focus wanders into not seeing the light-essence of those in my world I FEEL the discord.

What I know is this: nothing is about how someone else is making me feel, nothing is about what "they" over there are doing or not doing, nothing is about how "they" are behaving or not behaving. It is ALWAYS every single time about from what point within myself I am looking at "them". From where within myself am I choosing to observe "them"?

There really is no "them" - there is only my projection and the story I am making up in my own mind about Love.

It takes a certain sturdy-ness and steadiness to see through the eyes of Love, and when I am in alignment with that seeing I can feel myself lift off the ground in remembrance and in re-cognition…

Your Elegant Sweetness

❝The mind creates division
And division is another name
For devastating pain.
The heart creates oneness,
And oneness is another name
For spontaneous joy.❞
- Sri Chimnoy
I think it's the genuine sweetness in someones voice that creates this beautiful resonance in my heart. In the space between words and things is this energy that swirls when someone is expressing themselves from a place of love, from a real conscious intention of seeing, being, and expressing love in every way. It's because I've had the opportunity to feel that connected sharing that I'm committed to surrounding myself with more of that and weeding out everything else.

I am so grateful for the beings that have shown up in my life these past years to connect at this level, from this center. Each connection has opened something amazing within myself. Every time I meet someone who is living this, every time I share with someone who is being this, I'm drawn into an even deeper love affair with everythin…

Yes You

Self-love is not only a requirement but a prerequisite to fully understanding and honoring the magnificence that lives inside of you. Connect to the light within. Listen to the light inside. Know that there is none greater and dearer to you than that which lives within you. You are Love in all its glory.

Creating the Past, Remembering the Future

❝It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards❞ - the QueenThis has been coming up a lot for me lately - this illusion of time moving only in one direction when in fact there is no movement of anything at all. Time does not move me. I move time. Time does not flow around me, time flows FROM me. Time is completely perceptual, a dimension of consciousness only. So then why is there this condition that memory can only be accessed in one direction when the very idea of linear direction itself is made-up? I have these experiences sometimes that I'm actually observing the me I appear to be right now from a distant "future" point on the space-time continuum, that this awareness that I am is the awareness of the future 'me' who has already had all of the experiences of this lifetime (all versions of them) and is now looking "back" to trace her steps back to the point she's at - that I am a memory she's having from "over there" in th…

Life is So Intensely Gorgeous

That I get to wake up to the most inspiring view everyday constantly brings me into a deep state of gratitude. I woke up to a fog-filled colorful morning today and just felt myself fall into an even more profound sense of love and gratitude for my world, for my life, and the way it all unfolds. I love the beauty of our world. I love the beauty we are capable of discovering in every second of this life.

We live in such an incredible world. There is so much beauty to explore, to discover, to come face to face with in every moment. We may sometimes fall under the illusion that we know this world, that we know what this view we come into day after day is all about, we may tell ourselves that when we look we are truly seeing this living paradise that surrounds us every which way, but I am under the clear impression that we don't. That there is so much more for us to discover here, there is so much more breath-taking beauty contained in everything is absolutely and loudly clear to my ey…

Thank You, I Love You: Choosing to Live Acknowledgement

I've always had this ability to see the best route to something. When someone starts talking about something, some problem or something that needs to get done, my mind goes into computation mode thinking up the most efficient way to do it. I see lists, or steps, charts or whatever else and instantly begin to organize the information. Sometimes I even feel like I'm looking at multiple screens simultaneously in my mind and one of them pops out or stands out. It's an automatic process and response and it's only now that I'm seeing the reasons I became manager of basketball teams in high school, or co-president of the dance club, or a restaurant manager, or was left in charge of running a 1/2 million dollar project without supervision. I'm a natural born leader, I've always been one. Even the personality tests told me so. I can see why every employer or supervisor I've ever had wanted to keep me longer. I've never been let go or fired from a job. It w…

Faces of Love

The most amazing thing I'm learning right now is the power of authenticity, integrity, and acknowledgement. I'm being introduced over and over again to beings who are LIVING the reality of Being Love in every way, with such openness and transparency. It's INSPIRING and ENERGIZING. On my first Be Love Radio show today I got to connect with Ryland, a being choosing to show up as Love in his world and community - it's a MUST listen. CHOOSING is the key word. We all have this amazing capacity to choose how we show up in our world, to choose who we're going to be, what we're going to represent. And the most powerful thing to witness and to connect with is the actual practice of this intention, this decision to BE LOVE.

Someone who is living this practice in their day to day world resonates in a way that the more they express who they are, the more you feel yourself opening to allow more of this transforming power stream we call Love. There's an authenticity to …

Oo We, Yes We

I've got a bottle, sweet the victory
I've got your love, the power of your glory
Aah, Ooh we, alright

You've got your love and I've got mine
Put them together, and they work fine
Do you believe me, baby

I Reiki You

It was a few years ago that my curiosity with energy work and energy play took me into the world of Reiki. I got my first degree attunement/certification, then my second, and will at some point go for the master attunement. Why not? I'm a "go all the way with every adventure I step into" kinda gal. I had been reading about chakra systems and the like for years before I stepped into playing with these kinds of reality constructs. It was adding the practice of actually dealing with the body and everything else that appears in this world as just patterns of energy that made all the theories and abstractions about an energetic playground real.

Then enter the world of quantum physics. This shifted the experience and practice of energy play to a different level for me. I discovered Matrix Energetics, or maybe it discovered me, and off I went to explore the field of miracles. I went and immersed myself in the concepts and practices. I got my level 1 and 2, and attended the prac…

I Love Boats

What does $1.2 Million look like?

Money dreams don't really come to me that often. I dream all sorts of things, most of which come true. And I've had dreams of "stuff" showing up that does end up showing up in really fun ways. But money dreams, I didn't used to experience. Not like this one. I woke up with the echoing of:
$1.2 MillionIt's $1.2 MillionI kind of just stayed in bed a bit puzzled and then started to think about what that even means. It was specific. It wasn't raining money or there wasn't a pot of gold in a mystical forest. There was just this distinct exact echo: $1.2 million. $1, 200,000. What does $1.2 million mean? What does that look like? I could think of stuff: a large estate, cars, luxury, ease, travel, boating, $1,000 pants, and $500 lunch tabs - that kind of stuff. But I couldn't really SEE the dollar translation, the stack of money bills. The physical figure.

Not that I really needed to see it. I was just curious. 
I love money. Money and I have an awesome rel…

I Love My Brain

❝It is a genetic imperative to explore the brain.  Why? Because it's there.  If you are carrying around in your head 100 billion mainframe computers, you just have to get in there and learn how to operate them.  There is nothing in the outside universe that isn't mirrored and duplicated inside your brain.❞ - T. LearyI love this 3 pounds stuff in my skull that processes billion bits of data second after second. The more I work on my book(s) (apparently working on one book wasn't enough), the more I'm AMAZED at the amount of information my brain/mind opens to flow. There is so much going on around me, and yet I can focus and concentrate as though the only thing happening is me writing. But then the kettle clicks and even though I'm not paying attention to it, I HEAR it. My dog moves, and even though I'm not paying attention to her, I see her move in the peripheral. All this information is being processed at the same time as I'm downloading thoughts and puttin…

I Am Paradise

I used to have this charming soulbrother who would say to me "you are paradise in human form".

Lately I've been so in touch with the bliss center of my own being that I know he was on to something. We all have this inner oasis inside ourselves. It makes itself known, it makes itself available when we turn the focus of our mind and attention back into our inner world. I feel it around my heart and when my attention turns on itself, this feeling takes over everything. Everything I'm aware of, everything I feel or notice in my world suddenly presents itself in a new light, in a more serene and surreal light.

But it's the realest thing there is.

This center of pure something-ness that words can only point to. There is no paradise "out there" in the world, this is the paradise, this center within myself. This is the heaven. You are this. I Am this. I Am Paradise. I Am Heaven. As you are.
❝He who looks outside [his own heart] DREAMS, he who looks inside [his …

The Happy Town of Single-dom

I guess it's only known news once I've blogged about it. I go on about my life without ever really generating quarterly reports. Though I should, 'cause the way the majority of the lovers in my life know about the happenings in Kid Town is through my electronic blah blah blah's. I've never been one to pick up the phone and make announcements of my stuff and with all this physical distance and absence of loveface time with my awesome friends, I've gotten worse at the whole thing.

Clearly, my awesomeness has no boundaries.

I've always known that relationships were meant to be easy, and I proved myself right this time. When I realized that there was no such thing as endings, that there was only transformation, that you never leave anyone in your experience but rather just change the role you play in their lives, the way I moved and communicated in my relationships became more open, more transparent, more based and centered in love. My new conclusion and experi…

Writing A Best Seller!

Right now I'd compare writing a book to the practice of asanas (yoga poses) - stretch a little further, hold this pose a little longer, deepen...

I'm used to writing articles. My mind is fully flexed in the ability to allow 1000 words to come through in one sitting, that now when I reach about that, it starts packing up its bags. Okay mind, stay in this pose a little longer, flow a little more, stretch...AH! 
Here's to stretching to 3000 words in one sitting! 
Openly Allowing, K.
P.S. Tune in to an awesome show with Jon Marro (the gorgeousness behind ) on speaking your truth tomorrow on Joy Vibe Radio

It's Always Been Love

I'm not sure what called it forth. I was laying in bed before sleep, and there it was, a flood of bliss coming over me followed by a mental image of my grandmother. It was so vivid. In that moment I was sure I was feeling her essence - the who she really is-ness of it - the who we all really are-ness of it. I hadn't thought of her in years. I left her arms when I had just turned 10 to move to Canada for my mom's job, and aside from long distance phone calls here and there hadn't been in her presence ever since. She transitioned years ago. And yet just like that there she was standing in my mind, alive in her most purest forms radiating something I could only describe as bliss.

I don't believe in death. I don't think I've ever really been convinced about it. It's always been foreign to me when someone in my family passes, 'cause I don't feel it - I don't feel their absence. So I concluded, nothing dies. Yes, something happens to the body. Eve…

Puppy LoOovE!

Best love face EVER!

Ah snuggle fest!

Best feeling EVER!
I could just live with squeaky fidgeting little puppies and be the happiest squealing with joy person on the planet!
THANK YOU for this awe-mazing day!

Best Life Ever

I walk out of the meeting room giddy in my heart for no particular reason, the main door opens and it's the mailman. We lock eyes. He gives a happy "HI" with a big smile on his face, I return with "THANK YOU" with a smile to match his as he plops the mail down onto the ground. Other meetings, he'll yell back "you're welcome" as he walks up the stairs out of our little building.

Every day I ask this Universe - how come you get even more and more beautiful every time I wake up to you?

In That Unitive State...

21 The Self is free from desire, free from evil, free from fear.As a man in the arms of his beloved is not aware of what is without and what is within, so a person in union with the Self is  not aware of what is without and what is within, for in that unitive state all desires find their perfect fulfillment. There is no other desire that needs to be fulfilled, and one goes beyond sorrow.

22 In that unitive state there is neither father nor mother, neither worlds nor gods nor even scriptures. In that state there is neither thief nor slayer, neither low caste nor high, neither monk nor ascetic. The Self is beyond good and evil, beyond all the suffering of the human heart.

Best Day Ever

I came in to work to find this on my chair!!! The blessings of each and every day multiply, and life wow's me with the amazing beings and moments in my life.

Dear Magic Bullet,

I am so freakin' excited to play with you. We'll make smoothies together, and guacamole, and salsa, and pesto, and gazpacho, and soup, and herbal facial treatments,  and yummy desserts, and so much more! Thanks for coming to play with me in my world!!! I love you!

Morning Bliss

I love this feeling - this deep recognition, knowing, of the amazing-ness of life that manifests itself into a full out bliss fest. YIPPEE! YAY! YES PLEASE I exclaim when the energy swirls around in my heart. AH! There's magick in choosing to dwell on the gifts of this moment. There's an ease to choosing to love and appreciate what appears. There's this comfort in trusting that Life, this magnificent intelligent Universe, is tending to the details of everything like it has been doing for eons and eons. And there is so much power in knowing and owning what and who I am, and what this entire world is.

Dear Ocean View

I am so grateful I have been basking in your beauty for the past week! I love coming home to you. I love strolling out onto the bedroom terrace to take you in. I love sitting out in the yard with the planted tomatoes and lavender and the dogs, feeling your breeze swirl all around me. I love looking out and seeing sail boats and sun light dance upon your open body. Thank you for the feelings you gift me. Thank you for having made yourSelf a part of my life. Thank you for everything that you are! I love you!

Birthing My Magick

Do you ever wonder what our moments would be like if all we ever did was talk about all the amazing possibilities before us and everything we aspire to be, do, have in the world? Can you imagine what energy we would create around us and within us moment after moment if our focus was locked in the direction of our desired realities?

When I look ahead, I see myself continuing to be involved in work that continues to promote sustainable practices in the home, in the workplace, in the restaurants and institutions like hospitals and universities. I see myself continuing to co-create a magnificent world of conscious informed choosing. I see myself continuing to evolve and grow my commitment to serve, to continue to assist and inspire the ready mind into opening to the clarity and immense power within. I see myself continuing to do one on one work. I see myself doing tele-seminars and play-shops and creating a Heart-Awareness based community of beings who choose to experience and show up in …

Abundant Blessings

Start the day with a little....

Then mix a little bit of this for the gorgeous ocean-view ride to work....

Climb into this at the end of the day...

And then snuggle up with these gorgeous play beings...
Life right now is abundantly beautiful, easy, and glorious!

worlds within worlds

thought of the moment: worlds within worlds embedded within one another - all here now. what you access, which world you show up in and which world shows up for you, is entirely dependent upon the bend of your consciousness - how the angle of Light that you are, lands upon the field of infinite patterns, the field of infinite worlds.

it's an interesting picture in my mind...

Garden Fresh

The other night we settled down with some soul friends for some grown-in-the-garden home cooked goodness. It was amazing, to be able to just stroll into the garden, pick out the desired goodies, and then put them together into the most amazing veggie curry I've ever had.

I love earth. I love what she gives to us and how good she is to us. I love that we can grow our own food like that. I love that just in this year alone I've learned SO MUCH about farming, and organic practices, and seeds, and compost, and the environment, and US.

Can we just altogether say...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm?
I love this life!

It Was All A Dream!

"When you realize it's a dream you can afford to play. The same thing happens when you realize that ordinary life is a dream, just a movie, just a play. You don't become more cautious, more timid, more reserved. You start jumping up and down and doing flips, precisely because it's all a dream, it's all pure Emptiness...You don't feel less, you feel more -because you can afford to. You are no longer afraid of dying, and therefore you are not afraid of living. You become radical and wild, intense and vivid, shocking and silly. You let it all come pouring through, because it's all your dream. Life then assumes its true intensity, its vivid luminosity, its radical effervescence." -Ken Wilber


Things I want to do with my friends around the world...

I'm so in love with humanity.


Everything about this amazing electric life is meant to be made love to. Everything.

Super Wow Video: The Miracle Is You by Kute Blackson

The miracle is you!

When you were first conceived you were a double strand of DNA in a fertilized ovum. Dividing 50 times, and you had over 100 trillion cells. More than all the stars in the milky way. Then you were born into existence.

Each of your cells do over 6 trillion things per second. Just think how a human body knows how to kill germs, digest, make babies, and talk, all at the same time.

Wiped Clean

More and more I wake up oblivious to where I am and who's around waiting to play in my days. It takes a little longer for the story of me to reload into my consciousness upon waking, that there's this period of blankness. Who am I? Where am I? What am I? No-thing. Blank. Complete absence of story-awareness.

OH YEA! Now I remember, I'm so and so living at such and such playing with so and so, and so on.


At least 90% of the people I meet tell me I have a calming presence or that in talking to me they feel more grounded.

Here's the thing.

Beyond the realm of mind, there is no movement. No world. No story. No adventure. No-thing. Empty and void of the charades of waking consciousness, a deep abiding stillness lives inside of you. Go there. Visit often.

The mind offers you numberless mansions to play in, to explore. But to walk out carrying the weight of every experience and to never rest, is to walk amongst your waking world without ever setting down to sleep.

Stop more. Breathe more. Step out of the mind realm more. Breathe. Be. Still. Rest. Let go more.

Then if you must pick up your stories and go into your adventures, do so knowing you can always stop, drop everything and come back to your Still Center.

Be Easy

Enlightened Dog Drama

Friends always ask me if I ever have "bad" days since I'm 99% of the time at the center of my peace. Until recently I would have said I rarely, if ever, feel powerless or overwhelmed about anything. I know how to focus myself and manage my mind, on most any topic to the point that I get the results I want quickly, if not immediately.

Enter my new life in an apartment with my almost 3 year old dog. For the first time in HER life, I started learning just how barky she was, and she was having to learn to modify her behavior to suit our new diggs. Before, in a house with a basement, an upstairs, and a backyard, no one really  noticed the barking. We all had ample space for ourselves. Even if it was annoying or at times irritating, it'd all be forgotten in seconds because she'd go outside to play in the yard, or upstairs to nestle against some wall or something else. Out of sight. Out of hearing distance.

It wasn't until I moved into a one bedroom apartment that I …

Why "OM" ॐ?

Most of my online profiles say "Kidest OM ॐ" and in the past week I've been asked what that's about several times. So my mind exclaimed - to the blog mobile!

The short version is this - when I began studying about this world and the nature of reality, I came across traditions that identified A U M as the ultimate sound, the original sound of all existence. In essence, the sound that I am, the unique tone or frequency that makes up this me that shows up in your world is birthed by the ultimate sound - I am a song that Creation sings, daughter of OM in a sense. So I began signing my name in that way - Kidest OM, for that is my true last name if I were to have and give a name for who/what I am.

The end!

(And we all lived happily ever after!)

Actually that's not all - the translation of my earth-given last name means something like "his kingdom" or  "his empire" and my first name means "blessed" or "saint" so really we're n…

I'm Out There!

Consciousness is the most amazing thing non-thing in this Universe. I had this thought yesterday that I blasted on my facebook pages...
the neuronal pathways you form in the brain as you re-wire yourself into alignment with your desired or preferred reality is what's showing up in the "outer world" as new opportunities, circumstances, people, and conditions. The inner pathways you form and the outer pathways you experience "out there" are one and the "in here" so "out there"!
I feel everything I have experienced and lived, studied and devoured hungry for the understanding of what this world is, is converging into the realization that is occupying my mind right now and further deepening and transforming everything that I've ever known myself to be. It is not the manifested world that carries the answers we seek. It is the states of being we forever generate inside ourselves that out-pictures onto the screen that is the wakin…

I Love this World!

I'm head over heels in love with this life. It never ends - the sense of awe for the way my moments arrange themselves. Each moment bringing something profound, each action unveiling a miracle, each breath bringing with it a feeling of love out of this world. Aren't we lucky to be alive to this? Aren't we fortunate to get to live and breathe the magic of this inexplicable world?

Miracles and magick abound - in fact, that's all this entire world is made of - all the particles of light have a miraculous magick about them - all that appears as the manifested world has this wondrous quality about it, and if you quiet yourself just for a moment, you will hear all the secrets of this wilderness being whispered to you. It all just takes me higher and higher!

Let's keep flying higher and higher!  Oh yes, LET'S!

Dear Sony Vaio

You are the bestest laptop EVER! Thank you for coming into my little happy bubble. Thank you for being so pretty and fast and loaded with amazing goodness and just wonderful and amazing. I love you! And I know we'll have many amazing moments and years together.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!!

Dear Numi Tea

Thank you for not just the ONE but TWO free boxes of amazing delicious tea goodness that you left for me while I was off kissing and loving the gorgeousness in my life.

Manifesting goodness never ends, and OH all the ways love dresses itself to just keep on bathing me with the deliciousness in this world.

I live a life of perpetual gratitude.

Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.