Monday, December 28

Being Unrealistic



I caught myself about to say "you need to be a little more realistic" and held back the laughter at my own insane thought. There's this amazing clip of Will Smith on youtube where he talks about being unrealistic. Electricity was a completely unrealistic thought. It's completely unrealistic to walk in to a room, flip a little plastic knob and get electricity. It is such a ridiculously outrageous notion. But someone thought it was possible, and so we have electricity in every corner of our lives. Climbing into a giant metal tube and being transported thousands and thousands of kilometers through the air is completely unrealistic. It's outright crazy. But someone didn't think so, and so now we have this unbelievable ability to go from Melbourne to Seattle (so excited) through giant tubes speeding across and through the air space!

Sitting in front of a flat box looking thing and having a face-to-face conversation with someone who is geographically thousands of miles away and 12 hours in the future...yes, that's realistic. My own existence seems unrealistic to me. I mean here I am, a product of something unknown mingling with trillions of unique cells with uniquely different functions. I'm told that this body started out with a single cell that morphed itself into trillions of cells. That's realistic? Here I am thinking and breathing. Here I am moving these funny looking things I call fingers and forming out these sentences. Realistic?

Life to me is completely unrealistic in all that it brings in to creation, and yet here I am. Here you are.




Forget about being realistic in what you think is possible in your experience. Be completely unrealistic! Be dreamy. Be outrageous. Dwell in the realm of possibilities - the realm that our limited everyday conscious mind swears is an impossible realm. Know that whatever it is that you want to happen, CAN happen. It's possible! No matter how outrageous, crazy, or ridiculous your mind says it is, it CAN happen.

Being realistic is sticking to the known and refusing to expand beyond your comfort zone. Get crazy! Follow those absurd ideas. Believe that those absurd ideas of what can happen in your life ARE possible. Expand out of what you know can happen in this next instant. Because what you know is only the past. What you know is only what has happened before, what's been done before. What you know is monotonous repetition. What can your life become? Sticking to the known, being real-is-tic, is coming in to this experience and playing the same song everyone else is playing. It's like there's one record with one song on it that everyone is playing over and over, lifetime after lifetime. There's no growth in that. There's no creativity in that. There's no self-expression in that. If I'm comfortable and settled into where I am, it's only because I've stopped dreaming and believing in the possibility of my dream - whatever that dream is.

Growth comes to us because we not only DARE to DREAM but we dare to BELIEVE that our dream is possible and take steps toward it - no matter how unrealistic and crazy it may seem to our conscious mind and to the minds of those around us.

My life is half-part crazy, and half-part following my crazy and acting on behalf of it. Over the past several years, I've gotten a lot of "Kid, this is crazy!" My old email address used to even be krazykid07. I'm sensing a theme. And if I were to type out for myself all that I believe is ahead of me as my future right now, it would seem crazy, outrageous, and ridiculous. That's what lets me know I'm on the right track.

To fear our crazy dreams is to fear our own powerful creativity. And the only thing that fears anything is our own limited conscious mind. Who we are is fearless in nature.

Here I go again...

In-Power,

❤k.

Friday, December 25

love


*susanmakesmusic* made my day today.
in a way i never ever expected.
just goes to show
that love loves to love you
in ways you can't even begin to fathom
i am so blessed with beings in my life
who constantly expand my definition of love!

❤❤❤


Thursday, December 24

the Angels in my World

there is so much to be grateful for, so much to write, and i will do all of that soon!

everyday is a day to say THANK YOU

today, my heart is warmed by beautiful angels dancing as my soulmates ~







hApPy hOLidAys
Love is all there is
every day

thank you for you
YOU reading this
you are love
dancing as the most beautiful being
life has ever brought into this world

blessings
♥k.

Thursday, December 17

the Power of 10


I've been tweeting about abundance this week and thought I'd blog about one of the fun games I came across (from Catherine Ponder) for working to change your perspective so that you are an attractive force fully open to all that you desire to experience, to all that this magnificent Universe has already lined up for you. Ready yourself to receive the gifts of life by re-wiring your own thinking, expectations, and ideas of just how abundantly things can flow in to your experience.

You can call it the Power of 10, 100, 1000 OR WHATEVER other number you so choose. The object of this little exercise/game is to train yourself into expecting an increase in the good you want to experience. Generally, conditioning has human minds expecting lack, scarcity, and every other insecure expectation you can think of. Well, this little game re-wires that learned tendency if you do it consistently, if you practice it until it becomes your natural go-to thought pattern.

Let's say you want to experience an increased flow of $$ in your experience. You begin to play this game any time money moves in your experience. Whether money is coming in (payday, gift, sale, gig etc.) or going out (gift, bills, purchases etc.) of your experience you engage yourself in a thought-stream that says:

"This [dollar amount i.e. $100] is only a symbol of the infinite wealth available to me. I am so thankful that 10 times this amount or [dollar amount x 10 i.e. $1,000] is right now coming to me quickly and in the most perfect way. I am abundantly blessed."

The trick is to practice this train of thought so that you're not flowing and reinforcing the old thought-habits of insecurity that say "oh but I don't have enough" or "oh but this might not last me until...". You are literally forming new networks of positive and abundant expectation in your brain that simultaneously change the energy you radiate out into your Universe - it will change the very make-up of your being. To experience abundance, you must Be Abundant - meaning you must vibrate your whole being in the resonance/frequency of abundance. Think about it for a second...what do you think someone who already has plenty of what you want to experience is thinking right now? What are their thought-streams or expectations on the subject like? That's the energy realm you want to resonate in.

You can do this exercise on anything you enjoy experiencing in your life. It will train your mind that whatever it is that you enjoy, whatever it is that you're wanting to experience, there's always more of it coming. Always. Abundantly. Endlessly. The Universe is quiet capable of flooring you with just how loved and adored you are in this experience, just how provided for and taken care of you are in this wilderness of magic and make-belief moments. You just have to turn on your thought-valves to receive what's in store.

There are 10 times more gifts coming to you for every gift you've already received or are giving. There are 10 times more gigs coming your way for every gig you have right now. For every sale you make, there are ten times more sales coming. There are 10 times the amount of clients you have right now coming. For every door of opportunity you see open right now, there are 10 times more doors opening quickly and immediately in the most perfect way. For every thing that makes you laugh now, there is so much more coming to make you laugh even more.

Can you feel the power of 10? Have fun with it. You'll end up with stuff like enough scarves to drape every room in a castle.

Abundance of any kind is not imposed upon us from something outside - it is our own state of being made manifest.

Be Abundant to the power of your choosing and experience the effect of your own chosen and practiced state of being. You can!

in Abundance,
♥k.

Monday, December 14

Being Open

I've developed an openness I didn't know was possible, one that has me knowing what's at the heart of every face, whether that face is known or unfamiliar. My heart extends in every direction - there is no one person who is more my soul-mate than another. There is no one person who is less my soul-sister or soul-brother than another.

We've trained ourselves to specialize our connections based on the stories we collect. "You mean something to me because I know you" or "well I don't know you so I'm going to close myself off to you" is trained self-preservation at its best. It's a well practiced pattern in the human mind. We're so much more in how connected we are. Every discovery of an-other is a discovery of mySelf. How do you separate Life into "special" and "not special" - how do you hold one face to mean more than another when it is all the face of One Life, the face of Love?

In preserving your separation from everything...from everyone...in your closing yourself off from that person or this person, in your being selective on who you let into your heart, you miss out on experiencing yourSelf from the beauty of another one of Your own angles. It's all You. Every angle, every perspective is your own. Every pair of eyes that look at you and that look for you, are your own. You are Eternity looking at yourself through numberless points of view. There's nothing else.
"From each, Love demands a mystic silence.
What do all seek so earnestly? Tis Love.

Love is the subject of their inmost thoughts,
In Love no longer "Thou" and "I" exist,
For self has passed away in the Beloved.

Now will I draw aside the veil from Love,
And in the temple of mine inmost soul
Behold the Friend, Incomparable Love.
He who would know the secret of both worlds
Will find that the secret of them both is Love."
                                                        - Attar


Be Love. Be All. Be Open.
♥k.

Pranav Mistry



Talk about the digital age...

Saturday, December 12

12/12 and the Magic of Moving On


Over a month ago, I had a dream-vision of coming out of a cushioned house, following a big bear-dog like man on a bicycle (yes, clearly that's logical), climbing up the steps of experience and jumping in to try something new, to do something I've never done before. Upon coming into waking consciousness, I heard the me that I was in that dream say "that was the best three months of my experience." It was a distinct thought I brought into waking consciousness with me, and I felt the real and full enjoyment I felt for having taken on something completely different.

And now, as I sit here staring at the picture in front of me, of a man, a dog and a bear, having just decided to move on from the weekly radio show I've been doing for three months, I smile at yet another envisioned preview and the feeling that it brought along with it to reveal to me of this exact moment a month in advance. What comes through it all is a feeling of appreciating the steps that effortlessly assemble themselves before me and dissolve to make place for something new. I don't like to do anything that doesn't give me a full serving of joy, because when I'm in joy, when I'm coming from a place of joy then that's the space I'm taking and inviting those listening and reading into. For me, it's about energy, it's always about energy.

One of the guests we had said something to the effect that in life, in your moments, you are either under the trampoline banging your head every time you try to leap, or you are on top of the trampoline leaping without bounds on how high you can go. I agree, if something feels like it's too tight of a box, whatever it is, then your being is saying, is telling you that you are ready to spread your wings.

I shift into change when it begins to turtle into my experience. I take steps without hesitation. Openly. Rejoicing. I trust those inner impulses, the petals of my own being pushing themselves out to unfold. I've come to trust the process so much, and I've come to recognize that all these temporary appearances in this magical field we call Life are designed to show us exactly what we're capable of. What are you capable of? Have you ever asked yourself? When I feel that internal shift, I know the steps in front of me are about to re-arrange themselves. And they effortlessly do.

Living is such a beautiful dance of trust and movement.

in so much Love,
♥k.

Thursday, December 10

Coming Clean

Things reveal themselves to me.

At times days in advance, at other times years in advance. I meet people years before I "really" meet them. I notice them before they even begin to appear to play their part in my movie. I can't explain it the way I'm living it or describe how this happens. Images, previews, visions, dreams. It gets so weird sometimes that I look for the real live curtains and cameras that are constructing the play that is my life.

I'm grateful for the Yogi's that showed up, that said things begin to get weird (I'm paraphrasing) when consciousness wakes up from the illusion of this game-world.

Stories upon stories are told of Seers, and as my spontaneous meditative states get deeper and I discover even more that time, space, and every other condition we believe exists in this "physical" reality really isn't there at all, I start holding the handles on my chair a little firmer.

I woke up from sleep tasting a dish my mom makes for me in my mouth. Like really tasting it. I told my mom about it on the phone that day, only to have her tell me that she just made that very dish. With the time difference, I was literally tasting the dish just as my mom was finished making it.

Time and space are such persistent illusions that you can pierce through. If you let yourself. I answer a question before it's even asked and only realize I've done so when the "other" says "how did you know that's what I was going to ask?" The only gap that exists between you and an-"other" is the one you create when you believe that space is real.

There's more and I think I'll make a point to write about them, since I'm not the only one experiencing the malleability of this reality and the magic of what we are...or are not, as the case may be.

Now seems like the right time to let my crazy really hang out all over the place.

in Dreams,
k.

Tuesday, December 8

unexpected Mail!





lucky to be loved
by my canadianBug!
thank you sweet LisaBug  
love and hugs through the ether☺

Saturday, December 5

Mom and Dad

Something kept me up last night before I finally dozed off to sleep. I felt a powerful surge of love and appreciation for my mom, my one and only remaining parent, that then turned itself into awe and adoration for both my parents.


Physical distance is an amazing thing. All the ways my mom was pure love to me now shine boldly and brightly. I can feel every ounce of love she has ever extended toward me. I can't say "she's all I have" for life has taught me that I actually have the whole entire Universe. What I can say is that I see more clearer than ever today of how she, in her own perfect and beautiful way, is a shining example of how love expresses itself in and as every human being. A mother's love but mirrors the greatest love of all! And my mother is beautiful and stunning in the way she loves. Her generosity alone, with everyone, floors me to no end. She is endless giving, a gift that keeps on giving, parading around as a playful human being. And she's been an amazing teacher to me of what strength, love, and generosity can look like.

I was blessed with an equally amazing father. He totally walked on water to my eyes. I worshiped him in ways that to this day I have no words for. To my child eyes he was something extraordinary. I spent my evenings tucked under his arm refusing to go to bed, sneaking into my mom and dad's room so I can sleep on the floor on his side of the bed, and waking up early so I could see him before work and have his breakfast with him, just the two of us. And he spoiled me to the core. Sneaking me money even though my mom had said not to, or getting me whatever toy I wanted, when I wanted it, in so many ways, in love, in gifts, in attention, he gave me all of it. He taught me early on the same lesson that I now continue to learn on a Cosmic level...whatever it is that I want, all I have to do is ask, and it's mine!  And I never have to settle in love or anything else for I deserve all of what I ask for and more. Powerful.

My dad died when I was 12. Everyone expected me to fall apart and walked on eggshells around me because of that expectation, but that didn't happen. Instead, a bigger love revealed itself and walked me into all sorts of miracles and continues to do so to this day. I don't know anything about why I'm here or why I came through these amazing beings into this world. What I do know is that each step in my human experience has been a revelation in love. And that revelation began with my parents. My parents and everything that they are is a revealing of love. So today I send out the thanks I can muster up with all of my being and radiate it out to them - my mom in Ottawa, and my dad on the other side of the veil. Thank you for who you are in this moment, and thank you for being who and what you are to me. I love you. Immensely!

in love,
Kid.

Friday, December 4

Being Queen of the Scarves

One of my beautiful loves wrote to say:

"I like the picture of you and the horsey.  AND I LOVE THE MONKEY PICTURE!!! How are you? You need to talk more about your social activities. your adventure. your personal life....i need to know more how you're adjusting and loving!!!"

First of all, I love him! I was just talking about him the other day and POOF there he is in my inbox!


I have been in Oceanside Vancouver Island for a total of 66 days now. At first my activities included nothing but being awe struck at the beauty of the natural world around me. I just walked around trying not to let my tongue hang out too much. It's stunningly beautiful out here.

One of the first things I did when I got here was seek out like-minded beings. Beings who work daily with their own mind so that they can achieve the experiences they want. Immediately, I found them, gathered them up and invited them into my little home in the woods. We've been meeting every few weeks cheering each other on and helping each other steer in the direction of our dreams ever since. We'll soon be growing to a total of 8 in the group!


  Aside from that I'm getting to go work on a really cool project right now. First, check out the pictures here - this is my view from outside my work place. I can see the mainland and the rocky mountains across the ocean. I keep exclaiming "this isn't real" to who ever is next to me because it always looks like a painting at some art gallery rather than a reality in front of me. It's stunning every time. Ocean. Mountains. Weather where I'm still only walking out with my spring coat on...
 
Back to the work thing though...it's awesome having a steady stream of money coming in. I love LOVE coaching and having clients and doing what I love to do. But until my stream of clients and such becomes steady, getting another source of income was a good idea. I love having money! Like a lot! The job itself came together like magic. It all happened fast. I got the interview, got hired the next day, and started work three days later. Then conveniently the Universe put someone who lives close to me in that same job, so now I have a ride to and from work (which is about a 40min drive away) every day. Awesome yes? Yes, very awesome! I'm working with individuals with various backgrounds, everything from a really cool deputy Sheriff to a raw food queen to a Halalt Native who lives on the reserves and comes in and some really cool other fascinating experiences sit in the office with me. As of late, we may be making an 8 minute documentary on a farming and local food consumption related topic to submit to some sort of festival.  Cool right? Getting to interact with farmers is a new experience all on its own too. We had an open house the other day and each person there was an inspiration station all on his or her own. All and all, it's really awesome! Next up, I want to keep finding ways to keep doing what I love to do. I'm getting articles published right now in various mags, I'm doing the radio show, I'm coaching, I'm tweeting, and facebooking, and it's all perfect and I want to keep doing more of it!

The weekly radio show is keeping me on my toes. We seem to be getting more and more interesting guests and topics unfolding every week, which just adds more fuel to the fire within me. It's amazing just how much readiness there is for people to speak about and listen to the kind of topics we're putting out there. It's SO exciting to keep meeting people on this level and create this energy together...this thing that feels so good everywhere all over!

I'm not sure what else I can add to my report. The food variety here is SUPER. I have found poutine complete with cheese curds, something my Ottawa friends thought was unlikely, I have found fried tofu at the grocery store, and there's even a thai food place and Pho place around the corner from my work. 

What else? What else? OH! Scarves. I have a thing for scarves. I should probably stop talking about it but I can't. The prettiest scarves keep finding me. I went out on my lunch break with one of my co-workers the other day and found the perfect place selling MORE scarves, the exact kind I had passively been wishing I had!!! Soon I will build a fortress of scarves and call it my tower of love.



I'm also in the process of clarifying for myself where I want to live, besides California I mean. Sometimes I think living in the woods is heaven sent. Other times I feel like I may be ready to find my own space closer to the city where I have access to public transit and the like. This is something I'm still clarifying and asking for guidance on as I can't quite see what would be best yet. But as always, I trust the process of discovery and know the Universe is working overtime to take me into the best possible situations! It always has! Like magic miracles after miracles take my hand and lead me into the next best thing.

Family's really good, I'm making an effort to call my mom regularly - it's taking some training on my part as I'm usually pretty horrible with using the phone. My cousin's moving out to Ottawa from Ethiopia in January, so here's to a visit down that way in the near future. Dog is as beautiful as ever. And really, I'm getting to meet and be around some really amazing people on all levels in an amazingly beautiful place.

How's that for an update??!!?

:)

love love love,
Kid

Wednesday, December 2

You Just Keep Revealing Your Never Ending Beauty

From my facebook live feed:

"inner and outer combine as oceans of infinite clarity" - Shane

"waves collide with rocks as prayer songs echo through the moonlit fog. huzzah! huzzah! the full moon shines, lighting our hearts with the remembrance of ourselves." - Ro

"And when duality is recognized as oneness, the full self can be recognized and expressed without resistance. That is clarity." - Shalene

Lucky that I'm in love with the light of You.

Beautiful beings cover this earth, look and see with your heart. I just want to grab each face and say...Thank You.

Beauty is everywhere.

in love,
K.

Saturday, November 28

A Silent Invitation


I sit at a semi-round table and between 9:30am and 3pm on some occasional weekday, I listen to someone's far out version of a real life conspiracy theory. Wow. People still live from that state of being? How long have I been in the woods?

Strange the dreams Giants dream.

But even the strange dreams are fine. Everything is fine. Everyone is fine. There is no state of being to resist. There is no condition to push against or fight with. There is no one to make wrong and no one to be right.

And so I sit still within myself, holding that Silent invitation, that spacious reminder nature and animals everywhere so graciously extend. Something always shifts in the room in these instants of complete openness, of complete spaciousness, in these moments that I am completely my natural all-embracing Self. This is the space of Unconditional Love. These are the moments when I am completely unconditional in how I'm Being Love. He is perfect just as he is. She is perfection just as she is. I am open. I am allowing all things just as the air, and the space, the ocean, and the trees, and the animals all do. I Am Presence.

I don't know what that does or which one will be sleeping better this night this time, but I know how it feels.

Unconditional Love is the most powerful stance you can ever hold in any environment, be it your seemingly internal or external world.

I recently said to a love: when you say "something is wrong with the world" you are always saying "something is wrong with me." For you and the world are one. When you say "the world has to change" you are really saying "I have to change", for you and the world cannot be separated. You are one space, one happening, one unitary movement.

I am the world I see. You are the world you see. What do you see?

I see love.

inside Love,
Kid

Monday, November 23

Mirrored

Grab my words and take yourself to a mirror.

Know that what you see there isn't the only reflection you have of yourself.

Sunday, November 22

I am Love. You are Love. We are Love.


Every teaching I've ever come across says: "joy is the true nature of your being" or "you are oneness dancing as a human being" or "you are a lover to your core" - that existence, the very thing that birthed you is just pure joy, total unity, all LOVE!

If who you really are is love, then doesn't it make sense that you came here to FEEL the love that you are, to discover and feel yourSelf, in every one of your moments?

You can mine this moment for all the love that it holds. You can choose to go into your mind and call up all those moments that evoke pure love within you. You can use your power to imagine and live out something that can make you feel immense love in your Now. You can bring yourself to feel love no matter what seems to be going on in your view.

The more love you let yourself feel in this moment, the more you are in union with your own Soul and all the wonder you came here to explore. The more you love now, the more you allow into your experience more things to love. It is a cycle worth the effort of choosing love right now.

I can Be Love Now. Could you Be Love Here?



in the Light of Love,
Kid

Saturday, November 21

Keep Your Lights ON


I'm working on a program here on Vancouver Island right now that's acting to promote more Island(s) Food consumption on all levels - encouraging everything from the local food businesses to the Universities and larger institutions on the island that rely on exported foods to buy more locally grown produce and foods. Keeping it local and home-grown.

Why keep it local? Why stick to home-grown foods? There are so many reasons. Consuming local produce and food means you will help to create less need for enormous fuel consuming vehicles having to transport exported foods for hundreds and thousands of kilometers. There goes your carbon footprint! Consuming local produce and food means you support your local farmers and businesses, you stregthen your own local community and environment. You support your local BODY. Your community is an extension of your own body and being. You are there and integrated and united. Those who support their community thrive with their community. We are linked and interconnected to our locality in so many deep and profound ways. The psychological, environmental, social, spiritual, and physical benefits of going local are endless. Truly!


Spiritual? Naturally. This may not show up on any news report in the papers, but the energetic benefits that come for your own spirit and energy when you eat from the very land your feet touch, rather than a land that's thousands of kilometers away, is powerful. There's no point in energetically grounding and linking yourself to Mexico by eating food exported from Mexico, if you're in New York. It doesn't serve you energetically. You are inextricably linked with the land underneath your feet. If you could expand your senses to see the cycle you are energetically creating with your immediate environment, you would see the constant and powerful exchange of energy that is right now happening with your immediate environment. You are there in that energetic-environment you experience as your home for a reason. And one of the ways you can connect and ground to your environment is by eating the food, consuming the very energy, grown and nourished by that same land. Creating unity with your environment is multi-layered and food is one of the tools you can use to create that unification with your immediate local space.

So working with a group of environmentally and community conscious individuals means I'm going to learn some new things. Like for instance, did you know that the flourescent energy saving light-bulbs should be left ON if you're only going to be out of the room for a few hours? I didn't know this! Just that second of flicking on those lightbulbs consumes the equivalent energy of leaving the light on for five hours. FIVE HOURS. So the tip of the moment is, if you have those lightbulbs and you're leaving the room for only  a few hours, leave the lights on.


I've blogged about the amazing-ness that is Cafe Gratitude several times. They are exactly the kind of business we're trying to promote here on the Island. They support and uplift their community in many ways, one of which is by keeping the food consumed local and home-grown! I find when something is created from a place of inspiration and comm-Unity, it literally has a tendency to take root and grow within those that come in contact with it. It lives inside everyone that it serves. So this week on Joy Vibe Radio we're talking about the power of gratitude and appreciation (just in time for American Thanksgiving) and having one of the general managers on with us to tell us about what Cafe Gratitude is all about. Tune in!

We are forever the comm-Unity we create!

in the Light of Love,
Kid

Monday, November 16

Just Be


Your Light does not go out because you cry or have a melt down or throw all your sticks up in the air from exhaustion. You do not cease being the Awake-ness you are because you find yourself mangled up in thought-forms. When I get the same question posed from three different sources all before the week has even begun, I blog the answer.

Does it happen to me? Do I get out of alignment? Do I have freak-outs?

There's this really great story of a Sage who one day sits outside of his home laughing. And one of his followers confused comes and asks, "Why are you laughing?" And the Sage answers, "I just am." Another day the same follower finds the Sage sitting outside crying. Confused again he comes and asks "why are you crying?" And the Sage answers "I don't know, I just am."

To laugh, to cry, to be in love with life, to be sick of life, not one is less Divine than the other. Not one truly captures the Light that you are. Darkness and Light have no meaning. Good and bad have no meaning. Everything in this moment is perfect, whatever it is calling you to be, whether you are a happy mess or a messy mess. It is all Divine.

Do I have bad days? No. But I have no good days either. I just have this moment, and whatever I'm being in this moment. And whatever I am in this moment, however I am in this moment, it is simple and beautiful. No definition. No badness to it. No goodness to it.

Free yourself of how you think and believe your Divinity looks or should look in this moment. Free yourself of how you think and believe your Divinity should feel in this moment. Be Unconditionally Divine.

Just Be. Here. Now.

“When you realize how perfect everything is you will tilt your head back and laugh at the sky” - Buddha

in Love,
Kid

Saturday, November 14

igetrealTV

I've been posting youtube video's from igetrealTV everywhere from inspiration station, to twitter, to my facebook page. They also get a whole blog and every other medium I can find.

This is why:

I am Grateful


I am Free


I Feel Great


and so much more!

Pass it on!

love love love
Kid

Monday, November 9

My Playful Universe


I'm cleaning my housemate's free new-used computer when I see this:






Yeah. This reality/Universe/Love makes me blush and feel oooey gooooey all the time.

Life adores you and is unveiling its mystery and magic to you in every instant.

Notice what you notice.

Love,
Kidspiration

Sunday, November 8

Being One


"Beyond my body, my veins are invisible" - Antonio Porchia

It's funny. Manifesting a vision of oneness takes you through everything you've ever kept yourself apart from and have seen as "not me" and integrates it into yourSelf. Life takes you through past scenes as the recognition of Unconditional Love dawns on you - oh, SHE was Unconditional Love, she was ME! And as you step into this, you get an email from the she you haven't heard from in YEARS.

To Be Wholeness is to look out through your physical eyes and realize that you are actually looking out through your Heart. To my eyes Being Wholeness and Being Love are one and the same. Looking out and seeing that you are everything, and everything is you, leaves no room to look at anything or anyone with resistance and fragmentation. The instant you look at someone or something, no matter what he or she is doing, and say "I am not that" your developing sensitivity to your Unity with Life will flare up as if in that instant of denying your oneness with him or her or that, you have literally split your heart, your being, into two. Painful. The only pain there is, is the denial of your Unity with everything there is, with everyone in your view. So the gentleness that is this Loving Life takes you through your once upon a time scenes so you can look through your real eye, your heart.

You realize: I am her, she is me. I am him, he is me. I am all of them, they're all me. We're all Love. I am One with many bodies. I am Love with many forms. Nothing else.

It's easy to know what life's doing with you, 'cause it's doing the exact same thing to me too.

Every face you see, is your own.



I am One.

All Ways,
Kidest

Thursday, November 5

You Can Do It!!!


You really CAN DO ANYTHING! HAVE ANYTHING! BE ANYTHING! How do I know? Because I'm living that truth like so many other beings before me and after me who own this feeling!

What is it that I do? I inspire you, remind you, nudge you into the possibilities within yourself. What's my job description? Re-defining open minds. How did I get here? Unconditional Love.

I only knew that this thing felt amazing to me when it started years ago. I didn't know what it could become. I didn't know it would become my "full time job". I just knew this thing felt so good! This thing about talking to someone and seeing their face change, reading and feeling their words change from a simple exchange. This thing about inspiring people into their center and watching what takes over when they do. This thing about sitting in a room speaking and seeing Grace take over the conversation, speaking through me until every person in the room is lit up like a light bulb. This thing about speaking into a recorder or writing into my beautiful laptop and losing time, having no awareness about anything but the words flowing through me. This thing, this creative thing, is amazing.

That's all I knew and felt when people started approaching me in the most random places for words. This is all I knew and felt when I started receiving emails long before my website asking "well how do I" questions. This is all I knew and felt when people showed up on my door step with tears in their eyes. I didn't consciously know what was happening, what was forming, I just knew it felt good to let the words come through, to speak, to uplift, to mirror the deeper truth already known. And it is this knowing and feeling that is translating itself into the possibilities and opportunities in my view, that continues to manifest events, circumstances, and amazing conditions all around me. I'm not "doing" so much as I'm knowing and feeling what it is that feels amazing to do, to express, to Be.

If you follow your heart, when you follow your heart, you'll open your eyes in bed one morning and realize you're already living your passion, that it is actualizing all around you and through you. It is not circumstances that define you. It is not conditions and external realities that create you or determine who and what you can become in this experience, in this very next instant! These things create themselves around you based on what you know and feel.  Look into your heart for whatever inspires you. Look into your heart for the very thing that calls to the divinity within you. Look into your heart for the very thing that pulls life out of you when you do it, when you think about it, when you consider doing it. And let that take over everything! It will. Trust it!

What evokes passion within you? What inspires you? What fills you up with so much life and a feeling of liveliness?

Life adores you. Life supports you. Unconditionally.

Yours,
Ms. Inspiration Station

Tuesday, November 3

Flowering With Love

A package note came addressed to a kidest FLOWERS. I spent a few days exclaiming, "YAY, I AM FLOWERING!!!"





"Happiness doesn't just happen, it emerges"

Happiness is happening in my world as amazingly beautiful and loving soulmates.

I love me a Nicole! ♥

Thank YOU!

yours,
Ms. Flowers

Monday, November 2

A Blank Page

The Lovely Nancy brought my attention to this beautiful poem and the Lovely Kristina posted this picture elsewhere, together they illustrate what I'm feeling right Now:


A Blank Page

My life has become a playground
where I build castles
out of sparks and stardust
from the mind of God.
I write my dreams
across the sky,
and I awaken to discover
they have taken form
all around me,
wherever I walk
whatever I touch,
the finger of God
creates images of love
across the blank page
of my heart,
and with every beat
the power of life flows
through me
like a rushing river.
Come with me and taste
the joy from this fountain
of liquid light
as we walk along the shore
of infinite
possibilities.

- Naomi

http://www.zeropoint.ca/Naomi-Poems.html

Sunday, November 1

Staying In Love


Epiphany pulled up a chair and asked:

"If what you are is unconditional Love, then doesn't it make sense that everything else in your view is unconditional Love also? Is not that the face of unconditional love?"

"In choosing love now, do you not have everything to gain?"

"In choosing love now, are you not that much closer to the ultimate form of love?"

We have this practiced tendency that says to choose love right now, to see something or someone through the eyes of love, through the eyes of oneness in this moment, means you're going to lose later. False beliefs say "in choosing love now, I'm going to get hurt later" or "if I choose love now, I'm sacrificing my future safety" or "if I choose to love right now, I lose". It's such an inverted belief, a very illogical premise that so many of us walk around with. It's misguided perception born out of our primal tendency to self-preserve. "I have to protect myself at all costs!" "There's no one else watching out for me, I have to defend myself!" From choosing love right now? From being love right now? Now is all there is. There is no future moment. There is no future event. There is no tomorrow, or later, or anything else for that matter. All there is, is right now, this instant, and what we choose in this Now.

Love does not threaten. Love embraces. Love does not need to be resisted, because in choosing to love, in choosing loving, you gain everything! You gain your Self. You win your connection to all of existence. You win the very reason, the very substance that is responsible for your own existence. In the instant you choose love, you open up every single one of your energy meridians to allow love, the force that lives in and as all things. Love is the choice to be abundant, to be who you really are, a lover to the very core.

The choice to love, the choice to flow love, the choice to recognize oneness, is the only choice there is in this one and only instant in which I draw my breath, in which I live, in which I am.

Unconditional love looks out from these eyes and at once recognizes, I am everyone!

Stretching my capacity to Be Love,
K.

Saturday, October 31

Oh So Pretty

The forest of trees in my backyard center me like nothing else.


Horsey boots are a must when you live on a farm!


The face Love puts on is so simply stunning!


And then there were four! Can't wait to see how many there'll be tomorrow!


Love likes to play kissy-games!


Grateful to be here amidst such elegance, such grace, such beauty!

From my backyard,
K.

Thursday, October 29

Do You Believe In Magic?

Mediocrity loses big in my world. It's just so un-entertaining to pay any attention to anything but the wonder of this design and our amazing power to bend the spoon any which way we want. It's so boring to hear or look at anything else, so unimaginative, so uncreative. Blech.

I tried the other day to read a blog I used to read, someone else's, and it was just so lifeless. My eyes wouldn't focus. Literally the words on my computer screen refused to be un-blurry. Well, that's peculiar. My left-brain said "maybe you should go get your eyes checked" and then logic followed and said "go check to see that thread" and sure enough my eyes are just fine else-where. My left-brain gave in and I thought, "well, I guess I'm no longer an energetic match here" and went off skipping to enjoy my ridiculous and silly life.

The only life worth living is the magical one. Truly. The ridiculous and silly one. Every day there is some magical unfolding in my world. Every single day. There's nothing ordinary about my moments here on the island. There's nothing ordinary about the stories I'm living out, of how herbal tea shows up on my kitchen counter, my internet gets upgraded for free right before my radio show without any action part from me, money jumps out at me out of thin air, or I look out to suddenly see four horses instead of two.

The other day, I got up from my computer, and walked straight into my room. I have no idea why mind you. Then I go into my night stand and pull out an old wallet, one that I haven't used in months. Open it. And pull out money. Then I catch on. "OH! Money!!! I have money!!!" It was so weird and random. Very "there is something else commanding this body" spooky. I had no idea why I came to my room or opened my night stand cupboard thingy. Like what freaky business is driving this body around without my left-brain's awareness? Clearly it's for my good and benefit, but it's still funny and freaky.

Or how that person says or asks exactly the right thing at the right moment. How the perfect beings show up at my door to have the perfect conversations. How my passing whim of a craving for cheesecake turns itself into double unexpected melting sweetness in my mouth. How a gentle sigh of feeling love turns itself into a delicious conversation with a distant man-friend. "Hey I was just thinking of you" is followed by "hey so was I just now" and then you both giggle because you know what you know. How I get so much feedback on the appearance of my forever mate, not even through my own eyes, but through dreams and visions from my equally crazy Light Sisters.

It's so ridiculous. It all just flows together, beautiful like handwoven tapestry, pre-orchestrated to really short-circuit my conscious mind. All my conscious mind can come up with is "what the freak!?" Magical and often times JUST crazy. "My crazy is especially crisp today" I'll announce 'cause it's just getting worse the way how things are so easily coming together. And it's not the ease that's the weird part. It's the unpredictable magic that laces it. Not that I'm complaining. Far from it. I'm celebrating. Ask and it really is given. Wish and it is already yours. Ponder it a little and watch it just pop into your hands. Shrug your shoulders and say "meh, if it comes, it comes" and it comes anyway. It's easier to just say "clearly we're all crazy" than to force our left brain to admit that there's something divine, playfully spooky, and unpredictable about who and what we really are.

Soon I'll just lay in bed speaking the words "Abracadabra" and wiggling my nose or nodding my head, and flying on a magic carpet. I'm seriously waiting for it to just get that freaky.



Dear Universe,

You are seriously tripping me out. This is getting wonderfully ridiculous.

I'm getting a lot of "how did you pull that one off?!?!?" And the answer is, I have no freaking clue. I'm not doing anything. I'm just waking up every morning having a giggle fit over how crazy this reality is. And some of my friends make it worse. 'Cause they're doing it too! So now I have to conclude we're ALL crazy.

Miracles are the norm. Magic is the theme. Mediocrity is the anomaly.

You are pure magic and miracles. There is nothing ordinary and mediocre about who and what you are, or what anything in this world is. And in the instant you allow yourself to catch up to that, the world explodes until there is nothing but magic left within it. Don't settle for anything less than the magic you deserve to experience. You are the magic that happens in this experience.

I so fully embrace my crazy.

Speaking of magic, miracles, and all good things, tune in today to Joy Vibe Radio for a show on Inspiration, Intuition, and Synchronicity: How Your Inner Guidance Lights Your Path.

The affirmation I'll give out during the show is one for intuition by Catherine Ponder: “Divine intuition is now showing me the way. Divine intuition is now working in and through me, in and through all concerned, producing easily and quickly the perfect outcome, the perfect result.”

Let love and magic thread the scenes before you. You are worthy of it.

in Love,
Kidest

Wednesday, October 28

The Right Words

You come right in the "nick of time"
When I need to hear those words
You come through so many tongues
To speak to my heart
To soothe me into the relief
Of Knowing who I am.
You are the right words
You are the sweet sounds of
Such gentle remembrance
You are the right words

Thursday, October 22

Local ART

I'm still energized from last nights radio broadcast. Days and nights mean nothing to energy apparently! And I love & appreciate every single friend I know tuned in and sent energetic cheers throughout the airwaves to be felt. Joy Vibe Radio ZINGS in a good feeling way.

So, there is this amazing and brilliant sculptress on the island here. One of her sculptures ("Conception") belongs to my housemate and is already sitting on my dining table. And I have just fallen in love with this one:


Embrace of the Dolphin.

http://www.fernsculptures.com

Dolphin's are my symbol for many things good. I know I'm in the right place if there's some sort of dolphin trinket in the vicinity. Superstition? I wouldn't define it that way. I've just asked the Universe to leave me symbols to recognize that I am on my perfect path. Dolphins are one of those symbols. And I already know where in my home I'm going to love looking at this work of art from.

I'm feeling inspired to work with my hands. No idea what that will translate into creatively, whether it's mud pies, sculptures, or finger painting, but I'm feeling it! All I know is my creative interests are expanding - out of the digital realm and into the 3-D realm of textile sensations.

And that deserves celebration!

Luvah Love,
Kid

Tuesday, October 20

The Bridge Across Forever

Love to me looks like John Strathdog today. He's the reason for the smile on my face and the book of love that has made me ignore the world for 8 hours. Some where, some day, he scribbled his name in this book and then parted with it so it could sit in my hands reminding me, that yes, life is undoubtedly a fairy tale, as it is meant to be.

He looks at her and says "hello mystery" and she looks at him and says "hello adventure" and the tale spins in another life-line, through new pairs of eyes. There's nothing theoretical about it, we are undoubtedly lucky in this dream we dream of love, of loving, and the adventure of living it.

" - how fortunate are you and i, whose home
is timelessness: we who have wandered down
from fragrant mountains of eternal now

to frolic in such mysteries as birth
and death a day (or maybe even less)"
---e.e. cummings

Isn't it amazing the ways we've come out to play? Isn't it worth every tear and heart-shred just to know this? To live this? To float up like two balloons into this?

Every weaving of my own story is illogically magical. I dream of and for this grand imagination that creates my life like this. The Great Imaginer blows my mind away, over, and over, and over again. What I can't conceive of, what I can't for any breath in me conjure up in my own conscious mind, comes to face me in intricate spellbinding ways. I've stopped saying "this is crazy!" Now I just smile and let yet another unimaginable detail take my breath away. Maybe I will put it all in a book. Every synchronicity and magically orchestrated detail. I will call it: My Enchanted Life on A Farm in Oceanside.

"Intuition whispers true: We're not dust, we're magic!" - Richard Bach
We are not a love that will be, we are a love that already is. Breathe it in. Digest it. Give in to the magic. It will teach you to fly. It will teach you in the way that everything that you are constantly romances me into Us.

I say to myself....it isn't that our love grows or deepens through each meeting in time. It takes time for us to ease into the intense intimacy of what we are. The sky was never just our possibility, it was our home and destination before we even came to know our name. When God thought the eternal thought that we are, the single indivisible event that we are in eternity, ecstacy can't come close to describe how we translate in this world of form. God hums us and we explode into an infinite cascading of pure ecstasy.

"As the start of the universe . . . Before the Big Bang, was us!

Before all the Bing Bangs in all of time, and after the echo of the last has faded is us. We, dancers in every form, reflecting everywhere, we're the reason for space, the builders of time.

We're the bridge across forever, arching above the sea, adventuring for our pleasure, living mysteries for the fun of it, choosing disasters triumphs challenges impossible odds, testing ourselves over and again, learning love and love and LOVE!" - Richard Bach
And in this light, you have found me and my love walking somewhere along these pages with you and yours, Mr. Bach. Intuition whispers it so. Thank you for today.

I love you more than I can know even now.

Yours,
K.

Saturday, October 17

Living In The Fast Lane



Alternate title for this blog: my life as a hologram playing in a hologame!
"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." - Einstein

That Einstein sure was a smart cookie! Who's fallin' for the magi's trick in this very instant I wonder? Who's giving into the appearance of a holographic circumstance I ponder? Who out there in this pool of lights waving and waves lighting is falling for the hypnotic story of a mind seduced by its ever deceptive sense perceptions?

Oh how these senses are such lovely little liars.

I love words. Too much. Much too much.

On the outside life on the west-coast is set to an easy tempo. On the inside it's giving me time to puddle jump, quantum leap, and alter the field of everything unreal. Apparently I've always been able to make things I want suddenly appear. Go figure!

I mean to say, this is too much fun. Much too much fun.

Now to turn this $80 into $8,000!

So many realities, so much fun to be had, so many worlds to visit, and so much loving to feast upon. Oh magical Universe, magical You-niverse, what have you done to me?! My crazy just keeps getting even more crazy. Luckily, it's just between you and me!

Life is how you create it. It's as malleable as you choose for it to be. It's as believable as you allow it to be. It's as miraculous as you're open for it to be. And whatever you want was yours before you even knew how to ask for it. You are Love sometimes forgetting how easy you can have it, how fully and completely you can experience even all the things you never thought to ask for.

Life adores you.

Fiddling with the Fiddler (when he's sleeping),
a Kid

Wednesday, October 14

The Undefined Road

Human beings have this tendency to equate not knowing, to equate uncertainty with something negative. We tend to take security in knowing, in defining, so much so that when we're in a space of not knowing what's going to happen next we go in either of two directions: freak out mode, or total surrender.

Allow yourself to surrender to the unknown. Allow yourself to step into the outlook that says "I don't know what's next, but I'm excited to find out."

Living on the edge of all knowledge is living in the field of unpredictable miracles. Having NO idea of what will come next, what will appear as your next moment, giving up that frightened flight to define, is allowing yourself to be open enough to receive the miracles a Higher Intelligence has prepared and orchestrated for you.

Trust.

The path is already made. You don't have to labor to pave the road yourself. The undefined road, the undefined tomorrow, is the ride you've always wanted to be on.

Trust.

You ARE being looked-after in Love...by Love.

Love would love to LOVE YOU Now.

In Surrender,
Kid

Tuesday, October 13

Thanks Giving

Is it any wonder that the Universe conspired to have the friend I've known for 19years on the island this thanksgiving Canadian long weekend?

I got picked up in a pretty white car, taken to Nanaimo which is about a 40minute drive away, got stuffed full of veggie goodness, made some cards from scratch, had a glass of wine (my first in so very long), and got dropped off home with a belly full and a heart reminded that the Universe is constantly conspiring for me.

It's easy to notice what you notice, to allow yourself to see all the ways in which life assures you that you are a well-looked after creation, that insecurity and fear are no more than you forgetting how connected and how supported you really are, how connected everything truly is.

Notice the magic.

I call this place my little ashram. Surrounded by trees, minutes from the ocean, and with mountains all around, I'm in my own little India. To the mind that wonders where I am, where I was that night or this night, I am in my element letting the electricity of my being, of all that is, draw all that is mine and for me right to my doorstep. It's just so easy to be here. I wish I could tell you what my sensitivity to energy does to me in some contexts. But here, I breathe in ways that words can't encapsulate.

Love works wonders on your behalf. Life works miracles to an open heart.

Live your Love.

K.

Sunday, October 11

Butterfly Loving

There are butterfly stencils all over my cupboards in the kitchen of my new home. They caught my eyes again this morning. Then later the golden pillow cushions that cover the chairs caught my attention. They have all sorts of colored butterflies on them. I thought, well I guess my noticing butterflies is the theme for today. I should know by now that these moments are always a preview to some magical magical encounter. So, I came to my computer to try out my magicjack, to start harassing all my love shines with my free calls of love! And what lit my heart up in a very delicious way, is getting to see a clip of so much of what I love all on one stage living it up in L.A last night. . . to the song Butterfly.

Life is LOVE! ♥ ♥ ♥ I wish I had the words for all this magic and this amazing movement that we are!

Friday, October 9

In Case We're Not Facebook Friends

There's something I want to tell you:

You are ALREADY doing something GREAT in this world by BEING YOURSELF ♥ Be You!!!


Stop trying to justify your existence by telling yourself you have to be other than you are. You are an embodiment of absolute perfection and becoming more magnificent than that silly conscious mind can allow you to realize. Don't let your mind ever make you think you are anything less than bright and beautiful.

Update time: You can now tune into my weekly radio show with my Dolphin Goddess of a sister Sierra, scheduled for Next Wednesday: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/joyvibe



If there's something you'd like us to talk about on the airwaves, you can send in your ideas/comments/questions to joyviberadio@gmail.com or find us on twitter ( http://twitter.com/joyviberadio ) and facebook (just search for joy vibe radio).

Now back to your regularly scheduled sexy time!

More updates and really good things to be blogged soon! Apparently moving out west meant the magic was going to a new level of intensity. Go figure!

Yours,
Mistress of the Sheets

Tuesday, October 6

Shopping At The U-mart

This is the second time in my life that I've moved out to a different city on my own. The first one wasn't so far away from my homely beginnings, and my blessings of a brother drove me the five hours to my new home with the disassembled furniture clunking in the trunk of our rented truck. By the time I went out to see someone and came to my new home, my blessings of a roommate and her boyfriend had already assembled my furniture. Within hours I was all settled and feeling at home instantly. It was easy. The two bedroom, two bathroom condo not only gave me my own bathroom but came fully loaded with everything I needed. No additional purchases necessary.

This round, I sold all the furniture I could sell, and came out with the intention of gradually putting my home together as money and all things magic allowed. The day I arrived I learned that I had a bed to sleep on at least for a few days. I had anticipated sleeping on the floor with my dog until I could find the right double or queen-sized bed for the right dollars (yes, my mind doesn't seem to stop planning and asserting it knows the path to all my good), but the Universe had other plans. I had a comfortable queen-sized bed. No fuss. No assembly. It was all ready and generously waiting my arrival. Those few days turned into six days. What an immense blessing! And now as the bed is off to its new home, I'm making my shopping list to give to the Universe, and trying to tell my mind to ease up on playing the expert. My life hasn't stopped unfolding like magic so no sense in pretending otherwise.

Funnily (I'm becoming quite fond of this word) I was inspired to check if I could get a blender with my aeroplan points, and sure enough, I can. Blender? Check! It's on its way already!



So now I'm letting my mind form the intent to find these things I now need in the most perfect way. I'm intending that whatever money I need for these items will show up, whether through the awesome jobs I've applied for, the clients, or customers, or whatever avenue the Universe sees fit. And knowing that just formulating this intent and putting it out there is already setting all the right steps into motion, I relax and remember all the moments the Universe has WOWed me with its magical all-knowing ways.

Like for instance, I was just thinking about getting a calling card for tomorrows test show (radio-show coming to a streaming near you), when I got a call from my blessings of a mother with a toll-free number for my free use. Calling card? Check!

Like magic!

So my shopping list!
  • queen-sized bed, preferably with wooden frames and headboard - I'm a fan of wood (that's what she said).
  • bedsheets and blankets!
  • more pots and dishes!
  • new laptop to handle all my new recordings/videos/creative creations.
  • car!
My affirmation for this next little while will be: I am furnished!

I'm also a fan of this Catherine Ponder goodie: I am activated by Divine Intelligence, motivated by Divine Love, and powered by Divine Power into my right work which I perform now in a perfect way for perfect pay. The Divine Plan of my life now takes shape in definite concrete experiences leading to health, wealth, success, and happiness.

In the meantime, I'm staying focused on the abundance that is already made manifest all around me.

The abundance of gorgeous trees, this beautiful unrelenting sunshine, the warmth, the amazing property that is my front yard and backyard, the mountainous views all around me, the fact that I'm on a freakin island surrounded by my beloved Pacific, all this gorgeous body of water itself, the fact that my rent is paid, the fact that I have internet, the fact that I have my own powder room IN my room, the fact that my pantry is full and my belly is full, the fact that I have amazing loves all across this planet, the fact that I have everything I need in so many different ways, the fact that my dog is just one happy monkey, I AM grateful for the running car sitting in the driveway as well as the generous daughter that lends us the car when needed, the fact that life continues to make me feel so taken care of over and over again...and the amazing fact that I'm living everything I've dreamed of living one magical step at a time.

Home


My happy love bug!


My fabulous outdoor garage! (Imagine my volvo right there!)


My front yard!


My view!



There is so much GOOD in my world!

I love the Universe-Mart!

Love,
Your Affirmations Depot

Monday, October 5

In My View

You can call these my life commandments:

I create my own reality. I am the owner of all that I perceive. Just as you are. I do not create in your reality. I do not create in your mind, nor do you create in mine.

I love and accept myself so much that I hide no part of myself from anyone. I am whatever I am in this moment, you can take it or leave it, love it or hate it, it doesn't matter to me. I am me!

I am completely in charge of my own happiness, you're off the hook.

I am completely in charge of how I experience this moment, you're off the hook.

I am 100% responsible for how I see and experience you, you don't have to be other than you are. It's up to me to decide how I'm going to receive & interpret you and everything you appear to do.

I do me, and you do you, and we'll see how we carry on.

Tomorrow doesn't exist, so let's leave the imaginary promises and just be where and how we are Here & Now.

I need nothing from you, and you need nothing from me. We were and are created whole and complete within our own being. Let's stop pretending we're incomplete. It's up to me to fulfill myself. It's up to me to meet my own expectations. I'll meet you with a full cup.

My heart is created to hold love for all, I'm over the illusion of specialness. Everything in existence deserves all my love.

It's fun when you're here, it's fun when you're not here. How much I enjoy this moment is unconditional. It has nothing to do with who or what is here right now. Relax. Live. Love. And IN-JOY yourSelf.

Pain is never anything more than a story I'm telling. Don't buy into my delusions. Life is painless, free, and full of pure ecstasy.

We were never two. I am you and you are me. Only bodies come and go, what we are is the ever-same magic that has no name.

I am deciding in each moment what I bring to the table and contribute to our shared experience. I choose to bring Love.

In Love,
Kid

Sunday, October 4

An Inevitability

Oh, and on this day I will echo the words:

"We are an inevitability, this you and I."

Friday, October 2

Love from Oceanside

Of course I had a giggle when I learned I'm living in Oceanside, Vancouver Island :)



Some of my neighbors:





Welcome to my backyard:





Yes, I am wildly wealthy in love and in life.

The magic of life is that you get to choose what you will focus on in each and every moment. Are you focusing on what you have right now? Are you focusing on the blessings in your life in THIS moment?

Something that's becoming more pronouncedly apparent as I observe the two horses, the two alpacas, and the two dogs at play is, right now is all there is for so many species sharing this spinning space of magic dust. Tomorrow doesn't exist. Yesterday doesn't exist. Just Here. Just Now. That's all that's on your plate.

That's Love.

Blessings,
Mistress of Abundance

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