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Being Unrealistic

I caught myself about to say "you need to be a little more realistic" and held back the laughter at my own insane thought. There's this amazing clip of Will Smith on youtube where he talks about being unrealistic. Electricity was a completely unrealistic thought . It's completely unrealistic to walk in to a room, flip a little plastic knob and get electricity. It is such a ridiculously outrageous notion. But someone thought it was possible, and so we have electricity in every corner of our lives. Climbing into a giant metal tube and being transported thousands and thousands of kilometers through the air is completely unrealistic. It's outright crazy. But someone didn't think so, and so now we have this unbelievable ability to go from Melbourne to Seattle ( so excited ) through giant tubes speeding across and through the air space! Sitting in front of a flat box looking thing and having a face-to-face conversation with someone who is geographically thousand


* susanmakesmusic * made my day today. in a way i never ever expected. just goes to show that love loves to love you in ways you can't even begin to fathom i am so blessed with beings in my life who constantly expand my definition of love! ❤❤❤

the Angels in my World

there is so much to be grateful for, so much to write, and i will do all of that soon! everyday is a day to say THANK YOU today, my heart is warmed by beautiful angels dancing as my soulmates ~ hApPy hOLidAys Love is all there is every day thank you for you YOU reading this you are love dancing as the most beautiful being life has ever brought into this world blessings ♥k.

the Power of 10

I've been tweeting about abundance this week and thought I'd blog about one of the fun games I came across (from Catherine Ponder) for working to change your perspective so that you are an attractive force fully open to all that you desire to experience, to all that this magnificent Universe has already lined up for you. Ready yourself to receive the gifts of life by re-wiring your own thinking, expectations, and ideas of just how abundantly things can flow in to your experience. You can call it the Power of 10, 100, 1000 OR WHATEVER other number you so choose. The object of this little exercise/game is to train yourself into expecting an increase in the good you want to experience. Generally, conditioning has human minds expecting lack, scarcity, and every other insecure expectation you can think of. Well, this little game re-wires that learned tendency if you do it consistently, if you practice it until it becomes your natural go-to thought pattern. Let's say you wan

Being Open

I've developed an openness I didn't know was possible, one that has me knowing what's at the heart of every face, whether that face is known or unfamiliar. My heart extends in every direction - there is no one person who is more my soul-mate than another. There is no one person who is less my soul-sister or soul-brother than another. We've trained ourselves to specialize our connections based on the stories we collect. "You mean something to me because I know you" or "well I don't know you so I'm going to close myself off to you" is trained self-preservation at its best. It's a well practiced pattern in the human mind. We're so much more in how connected we are. Every discovery of an-other is a discovery of mySelf. How do you separate Life into "special" and "not special" - how do you hold one face to mean more than another when it is all the face of One Life, the face of Love? In preserving your separation fro

12/12 and the Magic of Moving On

Over a month ago, I had a dream-vision of coming out of a cushioned house, following a big bear-dog like man on a bicycle (yes, clearly that's logical), climbing up the steps of experience and jumping in to try something new, to do something I've never done before. Upon coming into waking consciousness, I heard the me that I was in that dream say "that was the best three months of my experience." It was a distinct thought I brought into waking consciousness with me, and I felt the real and full enjoyment I felt for having taken on something completely different. And now, as I sit here staring at the picture in front of me, of a man, a dog and a bear, having just decided to move on from the weekly radio show I've been doing for three months, I smile at yet another envisioned preview and the feeling that it brought along with it to reveal to me of this exact moment a month in advance. What comes through it all is a feeling of appreciating the steps that effortles

Coming Clean

Things reveal themselves to me. At times days in advance, at other times years in advance. I meet people years before I "really" meet them. I notice them before they even begin to appear to play their part in my movie. I can't explain it the way I'm living it or describe how this happens. Images, previews, visions, dreams. It gets so weird sometimes that I look for the real live curtains and cameras that are constructing the play that is my life. I'm grateful for the Yogi's that showed up, that said things begin to get weird (I'm paraphrasing) when consciousness wakes up from the illusion of this game-world. Stories upon stories are told of Seers, and as my spontaneous meditative states get deeper and I discover even more that time, space, and every other condition we believe exists in this "physical" reality really isn't there at all, I start holding the handles on my chair a little firmer. I woke up from sleep tasting a dish my mom

unexpected Mail!

lucky to be loved by my canadianBug! thank you sweet LisaBug   love and hugs through the ether☺

Mom and Dad

Something kept me up last night before I finally dozed off to sleep. I felt a powerful surge of love and appreciation for my mom, my one and only remaining parent, that then turned itself into awe and adoration for both my parents. Physical distance is an amazing thing. All the ways my mom was pure love to me now shine boldly and brightly. I can feel every ounce of love she has ever extended toward me. I can't say "she's all I have" for life has taught me that I actually have the whole entire Universe. What I can say is that I see more clearer than ever today of how she, in her own perfect and beautiful way, is a shining example of how love expresses itself in and as every human being. A mother's love but mirrors the greatest love of all! And my mother is beautiful and stunning in the way she loves. Her generosity alone, with everyone, floors me to no end. She is endless giving, a gift that keeps on giving, parading around as a playful human being. And she'

Being Queen of the Scarves

One of my beautiful loves wrote to say: "I like the picture of you and the horsey.  AND I LOVE THE MONKEY PICTURE!!! How are you? You need to talk more about your social activities. your adventure. your personal life....i need to know more how you're adjusting and loving!!!" First of all, I love him! I was just talking about him the other day and POOF there he is in my inbox! I have been in Oceanside Vancouver Island for a total of 66 days now. At first my activities included nothing but being awe struck at the beauty of the natural world around me. I just walked around trying not to let my tongue hang out too much. It's stunningly beautiful out here. One of the first things I did when I got here was seek out like-minded beings. Beings who work daily with their own mind so that they can achieve the experiences they want. Immediately, I found them, gathered them up and invited them into my little home in the woods. We've been meeting every few weeks cheeri

You Just Keep Revealing Your Never Ending Beauty

From my facebook live feed: "inner and outer combine as oceans of infinite clarity" - Shane "waves collide with rocks as prayer songs echo through the moonlit fog. huzzah! huzzah! the full moon shines, lighting our hearts with the remembrance of ourselves." - Ro "And when duality is recognized as oneness, the full self can be recognized and expressed without resistance. That is clarity." - Shalene Lucky that I'm in love with the light of You. Beautiful beings cover this earth, look and see with your heart. I just want to grab each face and say...Thank You. Beauty is everywhere. in love, K.


this pictures keeps finding me :) love

A Silent Invitation

I sit at a semi-round table and between 9:30am and 3pm on some occasional weekday, I listen to someone's far out version of a real life conspiracy theory. Wow. People still live from that state of being? How long have I been in the woods? Strange the dreams Giants dream. But even the strange dreams are fine. Everything is fine. Everyone is fine. There is no state of being to resist. There is no condition to push against or fight with. There is no one to make wrong and no one to be right. And so I sit still within myself, holding that Silent invitation, that spacious reminder nature and animals everywhere so graciously extend. Something always shifts in the room in these instants of complete openness, of complete spaciousness, in these moments that I am completely my natural all-embracing Self. This is the space of Unconditional Love. These are the moments when I am completely unconditional in how I'm Being Love. He is perfect just as he is. She is perfection just as she

I am Love. You are Love. We are Love.

Every teaching I've ever come across says: "joy is the true nature of your being" or "you are oneness dancing as a human being" or "you are a lover to your core" - that existence, the very thing that birthed you is just pure joy, total unity, all LOVE! If who you really are is love, then doesn't it make sense that you came here to FEEL the love that you are, to discover and feel yourSelf, in every one of your moments? You can mine this moment for all the love that it holds. You can choose to go into your mind and call up all those moments that evoke pure love within you. You can use your power to imagine and live out something that can make you feel immense love in your Now. You can bring yourself to feel love no matter what seems to be going on in your view. The more love you let yourself feel in this moment, the more you are in union with your own Soul and all the wonder you came here to explore. The more you love now, the more you allow i

Keep Your Lights ON

I'm working on a program here on Vancouver Island right now that's acting to promote more Island(s) Food consumption on all levels - encouraging everything from the local food businesses to the Universities and larger institutions on the island that rely on exported foods to buy more locally grown produce and foods. Keeping it local and home-grown. Why keep it local? Why stick to home-grown foods? There are so many reasons. Consuming local produce and food means you will help to create less need for enormous fuel consuming vehicles having to transport exported foods for hundreds and thousands of kilometers. There goes your carbon footprint! Consuming local produce and food means you support your local farmers and businesses, you stregthen your own local community and environment. You support your local BODY. Your community is an extension of your own body and being. You are there and integrated and united. Those who support their community thrive with their community. We ar

Just Be

Your Light does not go out because you cry or have a melt down or throw all your sticks up in the air from exhaustion. You do not cease being the Awake-ness you are because you find yourself mangled up in thought-forms. When I get the same question posed from three different sources all before the week has even begun, I blog the answer. Does it happen to me? Do I get out of alignment? Do I have freak-outs? There's this really great story of a Sage who one day sits outside of his home laughing. And one of his followers confused comes and asks, "Why are you laughing?" And the Sage answers, "I just am." Another day the same follower finds the Sage sitting outside crying. Confused again he comes and asks "why are you crying?" And the Sage answers "I don't know, I just am." To laugh, to cry, to be in love with life, to be sick of life, not one is less Divine than the other. Not one truly captures the Light that you are. Darkness and Lig


I've been posting youtube video's from igetrealTV everywhere from inspiration station , to twitter , to my facebook page. They also get a whole blog and every other medium I can find. This is why: I am Grateful I am Free I Feel Great and so much more! Pass it on! love love love Kid

My Playful Universe

I'm cleaning my housemate's free new-used computer when I see this: Yeah. This reality/Universe/Love makes me blush and feel oooey gooooey all the time. Life adores you and is unveiling its mystery and magic to you in every instant. Notice what you notice. Love, Kidspiration

Being One

"Beyond my body, my veins are invisible" - Antonio Porchia It's funny. Manifesting a vision of oneness takes you through everything you've ever kept yourself apart from and have seen as "not me" and integrates it into yourSelf. Life takes you through past scenes as the recognition of Unconditional Love dawns on you - oh, SHE was Unconditional Love, she was ME! And as you step into this, you get an email from the she you haven't heard from in YEARS. To Be Wholeness is to look out through your physical eyes and realize that you are actually looking out through your Heart. To my eyes Being Wholeness and Being Love are one and the same. Looking out and seeing that you are everything, and everything is you, leaves no room to look at anything or anyone with resistance and fragmentation. The instant you look at someone or something, no matter what he or she is doing, and say "I am not that" your developing sensitivity to your Unity with Life will

You Can Do It!!!

You really CAN DO ANYTHING! HAVE ANYTHING! BE ANYTHING! How do I know? Because I'm living that truth like so many other beings before me and after me who own this feeling! What is it that I do? I inspire you, remind you, nudge you into the possibilities within yourself. What's my job description? Re-defining open minds. How did I get here? Unconditional Love. I only knew that this thing felt amazing to me when it started years ago. I didn't know what it could become. I didn't know it would become my "full time job". I just knew this thing felt so good! This thing about talking to someone and seeing their face change, reading and feeling their words change from a simple exchange. This thing about inspiring people into their center and watching what takes over when they do. This thing about sitting in a room speaking and seeing Grace take over the conversation, speaking through me until every person in the room is lit up like a light bulb. This thing about

Flowering With Love

A package note came addressed to a kidest FLOWERS. I spent a few days exclaiming, "YAY, I AM FLOWERING!!!" "Happiness doesn't just happen, it emerges" Happiness is happening in my world as amazingly beautiful and loving soulmates. I love me a Nicole! ♥ Thank YOU! yours, Ms. Flowers

A Blank Page

The Lovely Nancy brought my attention to this beautiful poem and the Lovely Kristina posted this picture elsewhere, together they illustrate what I'm feeling right Now: A Blank Page My life has become a playground where I build castles out of sparks and stardust from the mind of God. I write my dreams across the sky, and I awaken to discover they have taken form all around me, wherever I walk whatever I touch, the finger of God creates images of love across the blank page of my heart, and with every beat the power of life flows through me like a rushing river. Come with me and taste the joy from this fountain of liquid light as we walk along the shore of infinite possibilities. - Naomi

Staying In Love

Epiphany pulled up a chair and asked: "If what you are is unconditional Love, then doesn't it make sense that everything else in your view is unconditional Love also? Is not that the face of unconditional love?" "In choosing love now, do you not have everything to gain?" "In choosing love now, are you not that much closer to the ultimate form of love?" We have this practiced tendency that says to choose love right now, to see something or someone through the eyes of love, through the eyes of oneness in this moment, means you're going to lose later. False beliefs say "in choosing love now, I'm going to get hurt later" or "if I choose love now, I'm sacrificing my future safety" or "if I choose to love right now, I lose". It's such an inverted belief, a very illogical premise that so many of us walk around with. It's misguided perception born out of our primal tendency to self-preserve. "I have t

Oh So Pretty

The forest of trees in my backyard center me like nothing else. Horsey boots are a must when you live on a farm! The face Love puts on is so simply stunning! And then there were four! Can't wait to see how many there'll be tomorrow! Love likes to play kissy-games! Grateful to be here amidst such elegance, such grace, such beauty! From my backyard, K.

Do You Believe In Magic?

Mediocrity loses big in my world. It's just so un-entertaining to pay any attention to anything but the wonder of this design and our amazing power to bend the spoon any which way we want. It's so boring to hear or look at anything else, so unimaginative, so uncreative. Blech. I tried the other day to read a blog I used to read, someone else's, and it was just so lifeless. My eyes wouldn't focus. Literally the words on my computer screen refused to be un-blurry. Well, that's peculiar. My left-brain said "maybe you should go get your eyes checked" and then logic followed and said "go check to see that thread" and sure enough my eyes are just fine else-where. My left-brain gave in and I thought, "well, I guess I'm no longer an energetic match here" and went off skipping to enjoy my ridiculous and silly life. The only life worth living is the magical one . Truly. The ridiculous and silly one. Every day there is some magical unfolding

The Right Words

You come right in the "nick of time" When I need to hear those words You come through so many tongues To speak to my heart To soothe me into the relief Of Knowing who I am. You are the right words You are the sweet sounds of Such gentle remembrance You are the right words

Local ART

I'm still energized from last nights radio broadcast. Days and nights mean nothing to energy apparently! And I love & appreciate every single friend I know tuned in and sent energetic cheers throughout the airwaves to be felt. Joy Vibe Radio ZINGS in a good feeling way. So, there is this amazing and brilliant sculptress on the island here. One of her sculptures ("Conception") belongs to my housemate and is already sitting on my dining table. And I have just fallen in love with this one: Embrace of the Dolphin. Dolphin's are my symbol for many things good. I know I'm in the right place if there's some sort of dolphin trinket in the vicinity. Superstition? I wouldn't define it that way. I've just asked the Universe to leave me symbols to recognize that I am on my perfect path. Dolphins are one of those symbols. And I already know where in my home I'm going to love looking at this work of art from. I'm fee

The Bridge Across Forever

Love to me looks like John Strathdog today. He's the reason for the smile on my face and the book of love that has made me ignore the world for 8 hours. Some where, some day, he scribbled his name in this book and then parted with it so it could sit in my hands reminding me, that yes, life is undoubtedly a fairy tale, as it is meant to be. He looks at her and says "hello mystery " and she looks at him and says "hello adventure" and the tale spins in another life-line, through new pairs of eyes. There's nothing theoretical about it, we are undoubtedly lucky in this dream we dream of love, of loving, and the adventure of living it. " - how fortunate are you and i, whose home is timelessness: we who have wandered down from fragrant mountains of eternal now to frolic in such mysteries as birth and death a day (or maybe even less)" ---e.e. cummings Isn't it amazing the w

Living In The Fast Lane

Alternate title for this blog: my life as a hologram playing in a hologame! " Reality is merely an illusion , albeit a very persistent one ." - Einstein That Einstein sure was a smart cookie! Who's fallin' for the magi's trick in this very instant I wonder? Who's giving into the appearance of a holographic circumstance I ponder? Who out there in this pool of lights waving and waves lighting is falling for the hypnotic story of a mind seduced by its ever deceptive sense perceptions? Oh how these senses are such lovely little liars. I love words. Too much. Much too much. On the outside life on the west-coast is set to an easy tempo. On the inside it's giving me time to puddle jump, quantum leap, and alter the field of everything unreal. Apparently I've always been able to make things I want suddenly appear. Go figure! I mean to say, this is too much fun. Much too much fun. Now to turn this $80 into $8,000! So many realities, so much fun to be

The Undefined Road

Human beings have this tendency to equate not knowing, to equate uncertainty with something negative. We tend to take security in knowing, in defining, so much so that when we're in a space of not knowing what's going to happen next we go in either of two directions: freak out mode, or total surrender. Allow yourself to surrender to the unknown. Allow yourself to step into the outlook that says "I don't know what's next, but I'm excited to find out." Living on the edge of all knowledge is living in the field of unpredictable miracles. Having NO idea of what will come next, what will appear as your next moment, giving up that frightened flight to define, is allowing yourself to be open enough to receive the miracles a Higher Intelligence has prepared and orchestrated for you. Trust. The path is already made. You don't have to labor to pave the road yourself. The undefined road, the undefined tomorrow, is the ride you've always wanted to be on.

Thanks Giving

Is it any wonder that the Universe conspired to have the friend I've known for 19years on the island this thanksgiving Canadian long weekend? I got picked up in a pretty white car, taken to Nanaimo which is about a 40minute drive away, got stuffed full of veggie goodness, made some cards from scratch, had a glass of wine (my first in so very long), and got dropped off home with a belly full and a heart reminded that the Universe is constantly conspiring for me. It's easy to notice what you notice, to allow yourself to see all the ways in which life assures you that you are a well-looked after creation, that insecurity and fear are no more than you forgetting how connected and how supported you really are, how connected everything truly is. Notice the magic. I call this place my little ashram. Surrounded by trees, minutes from the ocean, and with mountains all around, I'm in my own little India. To the mind that wonders where I am, where I was that night or this night, I

Butterfly Loving

There are butterfly stencils all over my cupboards in the kitchen of my new home. They caught my eyes again this morning. Then later the golden pillow cushions that cover the chairs caught my attention. They have all sorts of colored butterflies on them. I thought, well I guess my noticing butterflies is the theme for today. I should know by now that these moments are always a preview to some magical magical encounter. So, I came to my computer to try out my magicjack, to start harassing all my love shines with my free calls of love! And what lit my heart up in a very delicious way, is getting to see a clip of so much of what I love all on one stage living it up in L.A last night. . . to the song Butterfly. Life is LOVE! ♥ ♥ ♥ I wish I had the words for all this magic and this amazing movement that we are!

In Case We're Not Facebook Friends

There's something I want to tell you: You are ALREADY doing something GREAT in this world by BEING YOURSELF ♥ Be You!!! Stop trying to justify your existence by telling yourself you have to be other than you are. You are an embodiment of absolute perfection and becoming more magnificent than that silly conscious mind can allow you to realize. Don't let your mind ever make you think you are anything less than bright and beautiful. Update time : You can now tune into my weekly radio show with my Dolphin Goddess of a sister Sierra, scheduled for Next Wednesday: If there's something you'd like us to talk about on the airwaves, you can send in your ideas/comments/questions to or find us on twitter ( ) and facebook (just search for joy vibe radio). Now back to your regularly scheduled sexy time! More updates and really good things to be blogged soon! Apparently moving out wes

Shopping At The U-mart

This is the second time in my life that I've moved out to a different city on my own. The first one wasn't so far away from my homely beginnings, and my blessings of a brother drove me the five hours to my new home with the disassembled furniture clunking in the trunk of our rented truck. By the time I went out to see someone and came to my new home, my blessings of a roommate and her boyfriend had already assembled my furniture. Within hours I was all settled and feeling at home instantly. It was easy. The two bedroom, two bathroom condo not only gave me my own bathroom but came fully loaded with everything I needed. No additional purchases necessary. This round, I sold all the furniture I could sell, and came out with the intention of gradually putting my home together as money and all things magic allowed. The day I arrived I learned that I had a bed to sleep on at least for a few days. I had anticipated sleeping on the floor with my dog until I could find the right double

In My View

You can call these my life commandments: I create my own reality. I am the owner of all that I perceive. Just as you are. I do not create in your reality. I do not create in your mind, nor do you create in mine. I love and accept myself so much that I hide no part of myself from anyone. I am whatever I am in this moment, you can take it or leave it, love it or hate it, it doesn't matter to me. I am me! I am completely in charge of my own happiness, you're off the hook. I am completely in charge of how I experience this moment, you're off the hook. I am 100% responsible for how I see and experience you, you don't have to be other than you are. It's up to me to decide how I'm going to receive & interpret you and everything you appear to do. I do me, and you do you, and we'll see how we carry on. Tomorrow doesn't exist, so let's leave the imaginary promises and just be where and how we are Here & Now. I need nothing from you, and you nee

Love from Oceanside

Of course I had a giggle when I learned I'm living in Oceanside, Vancouver Island :) Some of my neighbors: Welcome to my backyard: Yes, I am wildly wealthy in love and in life. The magic of life is that you get to choose what you will focus on in each and every moment. Are you focusing on what you have right now? Are you focusing on the blessings in your life in THIS moment? Something that's becoming more pronouncedly apparent as I observe the two horses, the two alpacas, and the two dogs at play is, right now is all there is for so many species sharing this spinning space of magic dust. Tomorrow doesn't exist. Yesterday doesn't exist. Just Here. Just Now. That's all that's on your plate. That's Love. Blessings, Mistress of Abundance